I still have to wait till Monday to know whether i retain or not.
Because the teachers do not want to tell me.
I have a bad feeling about this.
I really don't know how to express it.
And i'm gonna have sleepless nights again.

I can't tolerate this fuck anymore..
I dare not to even face anyone now..
If ever i retain the second time..
It's all over..
I can't even wait till Monday..
I already punched the wall 3 times..
Ugh..