July 31, 2008

What a fun day!

Before I start.. Gonna reply to some people.

With all due respect, I thank you for your neat and polite reply. I'm glad that you learned to argue politely and not like some people I met in the forums. Anyway, none of your sentences hurt me at all. He is proud I know, but there's no reason to overdo it really. And Miss Pang, she only teaches us two times per week, can we just give her some ease? I mean, who can teach when students aren't paying attention, talking away, and in short, simply no interest at all. And why is it only Mr Chan/Mr Kung/Mr Sandhu's lesson then you guys will keep quiet, and not other lessons? When Mr Chan arrives, the class will stand up, clear the rubbish bin, and greets loudly. Mr Chan isn't that fierce, so what are you guys afraid of? He just speaks loud.. People offended him, he takes it lightly. So why is it then? While Miss Pang arrives, you guys still continue playing the PSP, tucks out shirt, can't keep quiet.. I feel that this is very prejudiced towards Miss Pang and other teachers' lessons that we do not behave in.

And Miss Pang isn't the only one who lost her interest in teaching us. Miss Mah too. You guys just sleep during her lesson. There was even a day, where only 8 people were upright and listening.

And finally, you said I'm part of this class BUT I do not have the right to lecture the class? What kind of a rule is that? Dude, I'm the vice-team captain and I don't have the rights? How can I just sit back and do nothing? Our class behavior depends on us, me and Asha, but Asha just doesn't seem to do anything. I feel for this class, I sacrificed for this class, and I adore class spirit. I swept the class almost every Wednesday to at least push up our D grade for cleanliness. Do you know that I felt so happy during our teamwork in ACE camp last year? We shouted our cheer, we shouted it loud, and people applaud for our teamwork. THAT'S the class spirit I'm talking about. Right now, our class is like a ghost town.

Anyway, it's good that you replied. At least I know the views of my team mates. But it's too late.

Hock Zheng
Lol relax. Don't try to make an argument here. Better to flame politely, than get into fights. But I hear you, and I understand it. Thanks.


Today was the best man!
Especially assembly!
The Japanese guy named "Pepper" something was so awesome! Other than that, nothing much today though..

After all that rant about class behavior, I finally start to understand something.
Our class is stagnant.

Oh well, N levels is very near now. Just.. try to pay attention in every lesson.
Remember.. The future depends on what we do at the present.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 30, 2008

What a bad day..

Sorry for the serious tone.. Like anyone cares.

Why do some of the guys in my class have to add insult to injury? Danial has suffered enough humiliation already, you guys still need to rub it in? Yeah yeah whatever, you guys walked to finish, while he breaks down halfway. Did you even know that he's training for the past few days just for this fucking X-Country? As I always said, put yourself in other people's shoes, that's an interlude of life. Have you guys ever felt the sense of not accomplishing your goal? I know the feeling sucks, and since it sucks, why bring humiliation to a person when YOU yourself hate it so much. Instead of showing compassion, you guys do what you are good at. Criticism.

In actual fact, criticism is a daily practice in class everyday.

I know my class treats criticism as a joke. Well, sadly, there's a time for jokes and a time for seriousness. Now, for my sake, stop humiliating Danial in front of everybody. Nobody adores humiliation, neither do I. In fact, I've been humiliated for a very long time. So please, enough of all these unneccessary behavior.

And CD lesson.. Why can't you guys just keep quiet for a while? Is there like cockroaches in your mouths that you must open it up every single time? It wouldn't KILL to shut up for a while. If you're asked to stand, just stand for goodness sake.. Why fidget and move around? Man, seriously, the class is haywire. Everything is messed up. I wonder if some of the boys went to NS, would they ignore their superior's authorities? Yeah, some of the boys have not gone through the NS life or rather, the "tekan" life. It's fucking exhilarating! Imagine doing push ups in the sun, on the hot stones, for some minor mistake. Imagine it to be a major mistake. And washing fragrant toilets every night? Lol.

Haha, I really don't know what you guys are thinking.. Oh well, my words always fall to deaf ears and it'll always. But I abide one of my teacher's sayings.. Even if only one person changes, I'll be contented.

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
Off to study now~

July 28, 2008

Boring day indeed.

Before I start.. Gonna reply to the tags (Those who do not have blogs).

Hello Achiever's Programme or Attitude Problem! (LOL, I know who are you) Hey, thanks! How unexpected of you to tag my blog! Anyway, yeah, the class is like that, and we can't do much about it.. Being a teacher sure is hard eh..

Hi, thanks for informing me. She's crying a lot though. The pain must be damned.. Thanks for being her friend. xD

These are compliments I find hard to accept.. Nobody's great, everyone's equal!


Today's a tad boring day..
Nothing special..
Actually.. I hadn't got the mood to blog. Everyday had always been study, study and study.. Maybe I'll retire from blogging for awhile, until the N levels end. Oh well, I'll see about that anyway.

That's all for now. Damn tired.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 24, 2008

Please don't rain tomorrow!

Gosh, it rained in the evening!
Guys, please pray that it won't rain tomorrow! Otherwise, the alternative date for X-Country will be after school hours! I don't want that.. I need my afternoon nap..

And bring safety pins tomorrow for your number tag! A friend asked me to pass on the message to everyone so I'm guessing it's true. Remember!

PS: Please feel free to bash me up if the school DID provide safety pins for you guys. Although, I was helping a friend or rather, FRIENDS, to pass on the message to everyone. Peace, guys. =D

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 23, 2008

Good and bad.

What a rainy day!

I have good news and bad news. Fuck yea, I'm hella going with the good news first.

It's been a while, been too long, too crazy. I had failed Physics for the past 2 years in my life. I had never been so joyful until this day. I had never felt so confident in my whole fucking life. I even studied myself, without the help of tuition teachers. All it took was a week of Mr Chan's detention class cum test taking, which helped me a lot. No, he didn't taught me any tricks whatsoever. I thought, all I needed was day away from my house. Yeah, like distractions duh. And finally, I passed my first Physics test (Believe it or not). I just can't control myself already, it's too fucking exhilarating!

Damn. Now for bad news.
My phone's slider got stuck by a fucking screw! The shit is that I can't push the damn slider down, making it look longer and exposing the keypad. Thank God it's still in working condition, if the whole phone was terminated, I would've screamed. Right now, I'm switching back to my oldest phone, Nokia 7610, for the time being. You know, the phone with a funky shape, with funky designs here and there. It's cool, but it's colors are shit. Anyway, I really hope the phone gets fixed since it was a gift.. or rather, a keepsake to remind me of that special someone.

Now for the next round of bad news. Don't cha like these bad news..
My printer got freaking busted downside up! (It was supposed to be upside down, but heck)
I was supposed to finish my D&T presentation boards by today, and the most ironic thing happened. The ink was definitely enough to print out 4 sheets of paper for me to trim. This is the shit, the thick string which was supposed to maneuver the ink dispenser left and right, got snapped! I almost felt like throwing the printer outside my window, hoping it to knock onto someone's head, NOT! Okay whatever. Right now, I need a friend's help. You know, I need a printer. So I would need to go visit a friend's house to print out my sheets. It won't be long, it won't consume much ink either. If you are willing to help, please contact me! Your help would be most appreciated.

Enough of bad news already!

Oh before I forget. I swept the class today. I guess I was bored, while waiting for the CLB teacher to arrive. Although it's a bit late now, but I urge everyone to help maintain AT LEAST 60% of the cleanliness. I got some fucking flu from the dirt in the damn classroom, and Beng Shiang's got stings from the Sand flies hovering on the grounds. Gotta hate them, it mostly appears in jungles or deserts. Trust me, Sand flies make your life real miserable. Compared to Mosquitoes, these Sand flies come in large quantities, and they are hardly visible to the naked eye. So please, try to keep the class at least 60% clean. It's a good measure before the N levels to prevent anyone from getting sick or miserable from these pesky little shits.

Again, don't bring drinks or food into the class. It will attract flies (Which carry germs, eeew) and Mosquitoes, since they can easily breed in any damp environment. But if you do want to eat in class, please do dispose of the food packs completely, or the best, throw it in the toilet.

Well, that's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
Oh and please mind me for the *fucks* used. *smiles*

July 21, 2008


Ugh.. Late evening already. Anyway, good evening!
As you know or already noticed, I hate updating during the weekends. Why? I sleep longer during weekends and usually, I'm always out with friends or just studying. Yeah, that's it.

Well, back to topic. I'm glad.
Again.. Why?
I ran during today's PE lesson (I'm not supposed to run because of my belly). I found and felt delighted because my belly did not bleed! I was silently in joy, otherwise people will think I'm a retard. After that, played netball. Everyone was wondering why Beng Shiang is so good in netball, LMAO. So unexpected.. Glad that Mengci chose him for the team! Unfortunately, no price for winning, not like before, where we can win 100plus drinks upon winning a basketball match.. But the basketball court is fucking upgrading! Hope the indoor court looks nice and not a hanging out area for slackers!

If only PE lessons were at the last two periods.. I almost can't study nor concentrate during Maths lesson, just felt too tired. I guess that's just me..


24 Interludes of Life

This is dedicated to my wonderful friends who enrich my life with the treasure of their being. May your soul decisions always be made with your heart, and not with your head.

1. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile.

2. There are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them up from your dreams and hug them. Hope you dream of that someone.

3. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.

4. May you have...Enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong
Enough sorrow to keep you human
Enough hope to make you happy
And enough money to keep you comfortable.

5. When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But we often took so long at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

6. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never saying a word and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

7. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

8. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle a strife;
A cruel word may wreck a life
A timely word may level stress
A lovely word may heal and bless.

10. The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not to twist them with our own image, otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.

11. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along the way.

12. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.

13. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

14. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

15. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and find out you still care for that person.

16. A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

17. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

18. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love, even though they've been hurt before.

19. It hurts to love someone, and not to be loved in return but what is most painful is to love someone and never finds the courage to let the person know how you feel.

20. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

21. Never say goodbye when you still want to try;
Never give up when you still feel you can take it;
Never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.

22. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

23. There are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

24. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life to the fullest so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

- - Author unknown.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 17, 2008

These days..

These few days had screwed me over.
And.. Oh hey! Good evening!

So.. Yeah. I'm truly, madly and deeply wallowed in happiness yesterday. She tagged my tagbox at around 8pm yesterday (I think). Man, that was sure a pretty good omen! Rest assured, I'll do my best for tomorrow's Physics test, that's for sure. Although, I hadn't studied the whole afternoon today, because I had a slight headache upon reaching home and took quite an unexpected, 3 hour long sleep. The alarm didn't budge, so I didn't wake up on my designated time.

And I still got that.. D&T folio project work which is up for submission for N level checking and marking on the 1st of August. Right now, I'm on a dilemma whether to finish up my hugely incomplete folio project work or study for Physics tomorrow.. Either way, I'll find a way out. All these dilemmas happening to me are inevitable.. Hate the fact.

The past few days been hellish!
Upon hearing about my belly button infection, I started to gag..
"I'll be seeing you in a week's time, to check your condition, and whether you are required to visit a surgeon should the condition gets worse. If it gets better, just follow my daily prescription.", that's what the doctor said.

I hate it when decisions have to made at a later time, it makes you lament about the past. Ironic how people actually lament when they are on their wit's end.

Quarreled with a few friends, nevertheless, apologized and accepted. I hate quarrels, I just hate it when it ends up in fights or rebuttals, especially vulgar ones. You'll never see me initiating a fight with anyone, unless he or she had gone over the limit. We have limits you know.. Excessive criticism is one of many that I truly detest. Saying my mother's name 4 times or less is enough, any amount higher, I'm gonna rage!

And cross country is next week already! When you thought you were jogging on hard ground, sloppy and muddy tracks, now, we're jogging on flat ground with a fresh and great scenery in the Chinese Garden. There's no way I'm gonna skip the run. Who knows, I maybe heading for ITE next year, could be my last!

To end it off.. I hate being a vice-team captain.
Well, actually, it's more like being a "team captain" instead. Is Asha really health-problematic? If he is, I can understand. He smokes, he drinks, he reducing his life span as the days pass by. I encouraged him to quit smoking, he refused. But as what Mr Sandhu said, we cannot control people's lives since they are not robots, they have their lives. But..

Maybe I'm stressed, but I don't feel it at all.
Maybe, just maybe. I'm just bewildered.
Hopefully, by Saturday, may all my sorrows be exterminated.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Oh my tagboard really doesn't have a refresh button.. Weird?

July 16, 2008


Hey, evening y'all.
Just came back from tuition from my good old buddy, Justin. Thanks man!

Before I start, I would want to elaborate more on Chungaik's tag..
I know that "we" do this for the fun. Honestly, people dying isn't a laughing matter. Rachel once told me this, if you laugh at people suffering out there, you are hereby inhumane, a beast who is fucking selfish and blood-thirty. (Not saying you, CA, but to the people who DID laugh that day). Since "we" already know that we are childish, shouldn't we change?

Okay.. Enough of the serious talk. (I'm a forum guy after all, but we do need to stop sometimes eh?)

I have not talked about school for a long time!
Well, today was pretty alright.

The first two periods today were History. I do not know who came up with the idea of a History game, whereby our class is split into two, and we supposed to throw questions at each other. Rules were clearly not explained, countdown not adhered to and a waste of time. It may sound harsh though, but I would preferred group work > games, or even better, a movie about Hilter, Stalin, Lenin or any other leaders history. Honestly, I wasn't learning much as a failed History student.. Sorry.

Chemistry was next. We received past N level papers and I realized how easy they were! Serious, it's so easy that I can even get full marks in the MCQ section. All it takes is a little effort into revision and you'll be fine! N levels are so near already.. Paranoia is still there though, but heck it, I'm gonna kill it and pass my N levels.

Maths was next.
Nothing much about this though.
Still, my stand stays strong!
Phew, that was good.

Physics was next.
Fuck. I gotten 15/54. Pathetic score.
And there will be another Physics test coming up this Friday. I'm gonna redeem myself from the failures and stand up again. Grr.

Recess was madness. Truly madness. Should have taken a video instead, but heck. Lmao. Oh and the **** was in action. Go figure it out yourself. =D

CD period was next. Felt rather bad for changing places.. But it's seriously too hot behind! How am I gonna study? Oh well, might as well stick to the rules.

English was next. We did a test on situational writing.. I'm pretty sure I'm getting a decent pass, not a great one, just average.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 15, 2008

Right from wrong?

Oh hey, good evening!

Anyway, to start it off..
First. All my years studying in Gan Eng Seng School.. Had got me thinking that why is right wrong and wrong right? Life used to be simple, we help people with their heavy stuffs, we get our good grades, we don't scold each other names and so much more. The past few days, I had quarreled with several people outside and people over the internet. Their responses were very clear, they tried to defend themselves, even though they know they are in the wrong. Isn't it easier to admit your mistake instead of taking the argument to the next level? Plus, I'm sure the opposite party would gladly forgive you for your mistake! Most arguments I encountered often end up in fights, because the other party refused to admit his/her mistake, and thus, can people in Singapore or other countries really tell right from wrong?

The earthquake in China was another example. Instead showing compassion and feeling sympathized with the victims of the quake, we laugh at them? How foolish are we actually? Shouldn't we be thankful that we already have a home to live in, 3 meals a day, got all our electronics, pampered and so much more. Still, why add insult to injury by laughing at them? Do you like people to laugh at you losing your family? In fact, losing your family is the worst thing that can ever happen to anyone, it ain't no joking matter.. I feel utterly disgusted by the way my class behaves during CD period yesterday. Mocking them, mimicking their cries. Why not experience an earthquake in Singapore then. We'll see how you guys cry, or got your head smashed by a falling debris. In short, put yourselves in their shoes.

Still.. Mother Nature, why did you have to be so cruel.. And everyone, please pray for those who survived to get back on life, because they still have a future!

Second. Racism is a serious issue in Singapore. People are calling each other inappropriate names, that may end up in fights. I played CabalSEA during it's beta stage, and Singaporeans are insulting Malaysians by saying how they are black, idiotic etc. It was an awful sight, really. Canadians and Europeans were playing this game (Before the official IP ban of CabalSEA), and this is how we behave? If you compared SEA games and Global games, the difference is huge! Now, this also applies to people outside, from SEA and Global. I really don't know what's the pleasure in insulting each other's skin colors.. It's ABSURD!

Please guys.
Please learn from your mistakes.
Please learn right from wrong.
Please show compassion for people who are suffering.
Please learn to put yourself in other people's shoes.
Most importantly,
Please don't be a jackass.

Flame me if you must.
I understand that this may be offensive to people out there, but I hate keeping matters to my heart all the time. If you want to flame, please flame politely.

Oh and don't mistake "flame" for something else. I'm sure most of us been to forums before, and I'm sure we all know what flaming is. Go figure.

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you, us and the victims of the earthquake.

July 14, 2008

Tired Tired Tired..


I don't know what to blog about anymore!
N levels is so darn near, I could scream!

Oh well, guys, take care of yourselves.
I'll find a topic tomorrow..

Till then.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 12, 2008

A visit to the doctor..

I just visited the doctor today. It's pretty much bad news.

My belly button has an infection, called eczema. She gave my 2 packs of antibiotics and a tube of cream to rub around the infected area. I'm supposed to meet her again in a week's time for her to check whether the infection is healing or not. Then, she will decide whether I must get a surgery to treat the discharges that are coming out of my belly button..

From what I gathered from the internet, a surgery is needed to remove A hair inside the belly button! 1 strand of hair makes that much differences, man.. A surgeon need to perform a 1 hour surgery on the belly to remove that strand.

Ugh, when I think of surgery, nightmares will befall on me.

Well, hopefully I'll live, if not I'll live with a distorted stomach. Still, I'm mentally prepared to leave this world already! Just remember me when I pass on.. Although I hope that would not happen.. Haha.

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 10, 2008

Rainy day!

Good evening everyone!

It rained today, and just at the right time! Great! And I don't have to sit with my legs crossed at the *soft* ground again.. So, I went up, opened the classroom as usual. Sat down, waited for everything to start..

Zzz, there's really nothing interesting to blog today man.. But I'm having this examination paranoia already, it's so scary. During SS today, the class really doesn't have any interest at all. But hell, some of them haven't gone through what I had experienced before. I was ignorant and really sick of studying before, and when I heard that I retained, everything around you changes. I still remembered me trying to convince the teacher not to make me retain, so I said stuffs like "I'll work harder from now on" or "I'll let my mother confiscate my computer games!". Seriously, these phrases means nothing but shit. So if you guys wanna go on to Secondary 5, you guys had better start studying now.

People said that N levels were easy, but heck, you haven't done the papers yet, so why believe the people who had done it once? Since when examinations were easy? It requires you to revise like hell, remember all your pointers. Just sacrifice your time for revision, trust me, it's worth it. I already cleaned out my computer games, and all there's left in my desktop is just Firefox, Winamp and Live Messenger.

Don't think that you're always gonna flunk. Have confidence in yourself. Why be so pessimistic? If you are scared that you'll fail, blame it on your class attentiveness and your studying attitude. If you done your best, you HAVE done your best, there's no right or wrong.

Final reminder, study all subjects! Don't just study for the N level criteria! Aim for the O level criteria, so that you'll be better prepared for the O levels next year!

Well, that's I gotta say.
It's time to wake up now.
This is some SERIOUS SHIT!

Or else it will be hours and hours in the silent hall..

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 9, 2008


Man.. Sorry for updating late! My computer got busted for no reason today.. I spent the whole afternoon fixing my computer, because I need it for D&T.. And exactly at 10.30pm tonight, I did a system restore and wa-la! Real crappy, I actually spent the whole day trying to rectify a minor fault, which can be fixed by merely using system restore.. Zzz, my mind's busted too I think, lol.

Well, about today's oral.. It was easy, except for the picture conversation, which I totally sucked at. Guess what, the passage have no apostrophe (') Ds! So it WAS an easy passage, and the conversation topics are easy as well.. All I can say is, today's oral batch are lucky, maybe tomorrow's ain't that lucky, but I still wanna wish the other half of our class the very best! Good luck guys!

Well then, I gotta sleep now.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 8, 2008

My back hurts..

Good evening..

Damn, my back hurts from the Kangoo Jump. I went back home, looking like some old man who had a really bad past! I have no idea how I hurt my back! And while taking the bus ride home, I suddenly remembered that I'm supposed to attend Mr Chan's detention today! Yeah, I failed the test again last week, pretty noob right? Too bad.. I can't multi-task, when I focus on one matter, I concentrate on it deeply, not thinking about other stuff.. That's me. I probably would be standing outside during his lesson, because I had no valid reason!

I did not bring my thermometer today.. But I was damn lucky that we weren't given any penalties! So I breathe a sigh of relief.. Danial even predicted that we may be staying in school for hours in detention class! Shit, that would be the worst ever!




With that said.. There's nothing much to update already..

Well, Kangoo Jump was pretty alright. The shoes gotten tighter as you move, and the weight of the shoes will soon be noticeable.. Besides that, everything is alright! I did split my pants a bit, which only the instructor noticed and the rest didn't. LMAO.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Edit: 11.07pm.
I will be seeing a doctor this Saturday for what? As some of you know or knew, my belly button bleeds occasionally. I suspected that it's some sort of hereditary illness of some sort, but my mum mentioned that my dad did not had this kind of matter before. Hopefully, I won't be having a surgery on my belly, lol. I read on the internet that belly button dirt is common nowadays, but mine smells bad, like rotten bacon.

So if you see red stains or lighter colored stains on my belly area, please don't be shocked okay? And please don't say that my *oil tank* had a leak somewhere.. Seriously I don't find that funny at all, so please, behave yourself. If you feel that I'm too smelly because of the belly button dirt, please excuse yourself away from me if you wish to. I won't feel discouraged.

Well that's all I have to add.

Good night peeps, and good luck to everyone who is taking the N level oral examinations tomorrow! Don't flunk! Oral examination is the stepping stone to passing the English paper!

Good luck!

July 5, 2008

Basketball day!

I'm typing with my pinky upwards.. Cus' I bended it while playing basketball today.. It hurts like mad now, but it will go away in a few days. Then, I played barefooted, since I do not have any good sport shoes to use, and I got a huge blister on my right foot. Gosh, it's like every sport I play, I'll always have injuries here and there. Tough luck..

Anyway, good evening!

There's nothing to blog about today..
But I just wanna share something with everybody.

Yesterday, while going home late in the bus, some nincompoop blasted insults at me, saying that I'm obese, bad looks and a monster! I was deeply humiliated.. But I did not retaliate, to prevent commotions.


You think it's so easy to live everyday, fat? People look at you.. People insults you.. People look down you.. Please spare a thought for us, DUDE!

You said as if you were obese once, you had bad looks once and even worse, YOU WERE A MONSTER ONCE! How do you even know how I feel? You just.. blasted insults in front of my face like it isn't anyone's business! Worst of all, you make it sound like fat people ARE A SIN TO THIS WORLD! Why don't you try being fat? I'm sure you'll cry like there's no tomorrow, whine all day long.

You think I like being fat? FUCKING HELL NO!

I know I'm freaking fat, but do you have to repeat it TWICE? THRICE? QUADRA-ICE? WHATEVER-ICE? I wish I could have given you a body slam, make you have the taste of a slamming 1 tonne weight. Freaking no life.

Yeah yeah, go on with life with your slim body, emo hair, skinny jeans, shades, iPod, whatever. Your life is great, your parents give you money, you are pampered but one thing's for sure, your respect towards humans sucks. You are a total fail.

Somehow.. The point of living has become almost pointless. I partially agree that the world should be destroyed at 2012. Terrorism, sexual abuses, illegal trafficking, murders, scandals, insults are happening almost everyday! These people are created to destroy themselves? Where has the point of living gone to? Numbers are increasingly high day by day..

And some people doesn't want to attend school, what do they do outside? Eat? Sleep? Drink? Flirt? We are the next generation of people who will take over the place of our ancestors! You guys simply just want to ruin your life away just like that? In school, you know who you are, skipping school like it's so correct, yet it's so wrong. Where are you gonna get a job, without an O level or Diploma? Some teacher did mention that the job that accepts people without an O level certificate is a grave digger, forgotten who it is.

To anyone who knows that they are in this situation..
It's never too late to get back up.. It's always that EFFORT you put into work that makes you happy in the future. Without a job, how are you gonna pay for utilities bill, taxes and so much more? Your parents can't be always throwing money at you, you have to earn your money yourself. Please, get your hands to work and look forward to your future..

Thanks for visiting and may God blast that disrespectful mathafaka who insulted me.

July 3, 2008


Good evening!

Here's my July wallpaper!

Lol.. Kungfu Panda for the lulz..

Just came home after a 10 minute walk from Little India back to my home. Since it was peak hours, I definitely do not want take a packed bus.. It's really squeezy inside and besides, I feel really smelly so I didn't want to pollute the bus.. I should really walk home more from now, to reduce my weight..

Today's assembly talk was one of the most interesting talks.. Compared to typical sexuality talks, this talk shows experiences and what to look out for! Kudos to whoever invited those two hosts over to our school!

After school, went to the Physics lab.. Sat there all the till 6pm.. I failed my first test, I had one wrong and the other correct, so tough luck for me. The shit is this, if you failed and want to take another, the number of questions multiplies by 2.. Man, even if you got one wrong, you failed! Oh well.. And then heard the sound of drums in the arena, which felt nostalgic.. Yeah, I marched during National Day for 3 times straight, from Secondary 2.. Man, that was the best.. I heard that Scouts are the GOH this year, so good luck Scouts!

And finally, the lyrics to my blog song, 369. The tune is so catchy and I always sing to it! Enjoy!

3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat

(Clap Clap)

The Ladies and Gentlemen
About to make you feel alright
I've got the beat to move your feet
Plus I know just what you like

(Clap Clap)

You're harder that a pepper
One Two Stepah
Baby that is the shing
You gotta keep it moving
Gotta keep it grooving
Cause baby you're off the chain

Now let me see ya like
(Clap clap)
A hanky panky on my turn a frown
The girl's gonna do it
let me lay you down
there's a couple of games I like to play
By the time I'm due this is what you'll say

3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat
[repeat 2 times]

(Clap Clap)

If you gotta problem
I don't wanna hear it just let it go
All my ladies on the beat
let me see you droppin to the floor

(Clap Clap)

Fellas take a look around (come on!)
The Ladies are so fine
It's going down so get on up
Now you add that second line

Now let me see ya like
(Clap clap)
A hanky panky on my turn a frown
Girl gonna do it
let me lay you down
there's a couple of games I like to play
By the time I'm due this is what you'll say

3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat
[repeat 2 times]

(It's B.O.B.)

(Clap Clap)

Acting like a radar
the way she movin faster
then go slow just like some dalla
so maybe me and her
can get to chewin like tobacco
that;s oldfashioned talk
but my slang is rather deffa
and plus I got the swagger
(Clap Clap)

Like a pistol
She seen my everywhere
Because I be on my grizzle
Don't mean I'm on my ground
All the time
No matter little
Her name is Claudia
She said: meet ya in a little bit
So I'm trying to see if she can

(Clap clap)

in the building
women let me see ya

(Clap clap)

players in the building
let me see ya

(Clap clap)

came to get it started
let me see ya

(Clap clap)

came to have a party
let me see ya

3, 6, 9
The goose drank wine
The monkey chewed tobacco on the streetcar line
The line broke, the monkey got choked
And they all went to heaven in a little rowboat
[repeat 5 times]

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 2, 2008

Bad day.

Good evening!

Well.. As the title states, today isn't a good day for some people. I'm sure you guys know who you are.. So I needn't elaborate further.

Well, just to look on the slightly bright side, I DID improved 3-4 marks. But heck, that's nothing compared to some score like 30/50. I have to pity those who gotten 24/50 and regretting the whole day.. So around in the afternoon, some people have to attend Mr Chan's Physics prison for 3 hours STRAIGHT! And my butt feels like a block.. Zzz.

During the Physics prison (Lol), Derrick borrowed my phone and took a glance through pictures of Suying.. And I suddenly realized how much I missed her.. I just hope that she's happy with her new friends, adapting well to the environment there and having a good life, most importantly, safe. As a result, I kept sighing throughout the whole 1 hour which was left.. Oh well, life is unfair.

And my sincere condolences to Timmy's Dad, who passed away yesterday. It's tough to lose a loved one, but don't give up. Move on with life, and show your Dad what you are made of. Good luck!

Finally, a quote for all who failed Physics!

I cannot give you the formula for success, but I can give you the formula for failure: which is: Try to please everybody.
-- Herbert B. Swope

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

July 1, 2008

Emo day?

Good evening!

It had rained today, FINALLY! It's been so hot nowadays! 20 minutes in my house already and I'm sweating buckets of salt water.. Then my legs feel so itchy after bathing, it's like mosquitoes flying around your legs.. Argh, in short, you don't wanna be in my shoes!

Today is kinda like emo day.. Everyone I met had a glum face, like they murdered someone or something. I sleep at 12-1am everyday and still look fresh, but some people who sleep 10-11pm still looks sleepy! Oh well, must be due to good habits..

Nothing much to blog today.. Hate blogging about the usual stuff that happens everyday.. Just gonna share some videos related to Maple. Not that I'm Maple-mad or what, but their video editing skills are awesome! Enjoy!

Hu's on first?

Maple Table Overdrive! Lots of crap..



Okay, that's it for now..
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!