October 31, 2007

Here is a comparison of 2006 and 2007 final term statuses!
Yeah, i just received my report book from Miss Pang today.

*All marks are upon 100 marks.
English - 53
Maths - 24
Science - 42
Humanities - 21
D&T - 55
PoA - 29

Total - 224/600
Percentage - 37.3%
Class Position - 40/40
Level Position - 91/94
Results - Failed
Promotion Status - Retained at S3 NORMAL (A)

*All marks are upon 100 marks
English - 60
Maths - 38
Science - 41
Humanities - 39
D&T - 62

Total - 240/500 *10 more marks to pass!
Percentage - 48%
Class Position - 18/30
Level Position - 72/86
Results - Failed
Promotion Status - Advanced to S4 NORMAL (A)


Conclusion - WHO CARES! I've improved and i'm gonna work even more harder next year! Thanks Miss Pang and all the other teachers! Hope next year's a better year.

Btw, one of my friends (maybe two or more), is retaining in Sec 4 and maybe coming to my class. Be good to them okay! Be sure to let go any grudges you have for them. HAHA.

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Dido - White Flag

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

October 30, 2007

cloud nine!

I hope that the retainees for the this year are alright, especially Shan Yang, because he was acting rather weird in MSN today. I'm very worried, because there are some good guys in there. But still, i hope you guys don't give up at all, like me. Continue, because in S'pore, there's really no way you could survive without any certificates at all. Please! DON'T GIVE UP! If you guys need any help, i'll be willing to help! Just look for me yeah! Good luck!

Good afternoon!

I'm feeling great today! I woke up, and all my backaches, headaches went away! Yeah, i had a wonderful sleep last night even though i slept at 12 midnight. So i went to school today, before that, in the bus, i was busy solving my Rubik's Cube! Still can't get one side until when i reached school, and Kaijie enlightened me! OMG, thanks Kaiz! I had Chemistry lesson today in the computer lab and Physics in the AVA room.

Sorry Miss Wong, that i never pay attention just now in class, just a lil distracted by someone though! Anyway, we did some worksheet that she given out. It was moderate, some able to do and some unable to do. After Miss Wong's lesson, yeah, able to get most of it. After that, headed down for Physics in the AVA room. Haha, Miss Tay was rather funny! Yeah, there was one graph she drew which i abruptly assumed it's a pair of boobs. LOL, remember Crest and Trough? HAHA! Then that Boon Keat, kept on saying his hand pain, then i turn back and said, "Shut up leh! Masturbate too much arh!". LOL, i was laughing at myself and Derrick, Miss Tay said well done to me. LOL.

After that, i went home and meddled with my cube again.

Managed to get one side.

Tried for 2 sides, but ended with 1 blue side. Zzz.

Anyone know what i can do with this empty bottle? It looks nice..

Lots of pens! Contributed by my Godsis!

Well, that's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 29, 2007


YAY! I got promoted! Thanks to Miss Pang and all the teachers for helping me and saying good things about me! Sorry Miss Pang, for making you traumatized after i got stressed on that day, sorry! And i'll always remember this hint (:

I do hope that all the people got promoted too! Boon Keat, Kaijie, Mengci got promoted, hooyeah! We should thank all the teachers man! After that, me, Derrick, Boon Keat, Kaijie, Jiemin and Mengci went to Vivo City to chill. I bought my Rubik's Cube! And yeah, i'm gonna drop the idea of buying a PSP. I don't want the PSP to control me the way it does to Derrick. =.=

When i reached home, i received loads of pens and notebooks from my Godsis! OMG, thanks very much! And my maid told me that the neighbour below me, is complaining about my air conditioner dripping water during rainy days. I was like, "WTF?" and almost went down to confront him. Seriously, he's like a fucker please. In fact, it had been raining for 5 consecutive days and obviously, the tray below my aircon contains water. Zzz, dude, find out facts first before you shoot words at people. Man, grown-ups these days, and still say that he wanted to complain to the HDB and call my mum. Seriously, if you are tired of living, go ahead man. I also hate you because you kept on smoking everday, everytime i study, i'll smell the damned smoke. If my mum lose money because of you, i'm seriously gonna rip your balls apart and poke you in the eye. No kidding, who ever messes with my mum goes through me first. Btw, it's not as if the water is gonna kill you or what, you think you are living in a mansion? Ever since you moved, you started making trouble for us every month, and whine like a freaking asswhore. Dude, just move out man. You are anti-social please, i said good morning to you and you didn't even bother. Zzz, fucker...

That's all for that neighbour of mine. Zzz, what a petty little grown-up..

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 28, 2007

I'm seriously addicted to Lifehouse, Dido and Gorillaz!
I know i'm rather slow, because all of them are released like years ago.
THEY ARE NICE! *whistles*

It's raining right now, really heavily.
Well, the purpose of this post is about tomorrow.
Yeah, the answer that i always want to know since the end of exams.
If i promote, i'm really gonna work hard.
N levels is gonna be hard, likewise for the Os.
I wish everyone the best.
Especially those who are meeting the principal tomorrow.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
Nothing to update though.
Just wanna share a song.
And if anyone has a Lifehouse album to lend, please lah! LEND ME!

You And Me - Lifehouse

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all other people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

October 27, 2007

i'm bored

Hi guys! I'm blogging again to test out some new fonts. Do comment alright, like which font is easier to read, which font size required etc. Btw, this font is Maiandra GD. One of my favorites!

Anyway, today's weather had gotten better, so i thought that a rainy morning is pretty much required! So i went down, took a stroll around the neighborhood, greeting nearby strollers. It's been such a long time, i had never took a stroll since last year. The air was fresh, the atmosphere was cool, happy, and with the mild sunshine, all this complies up to this good day! When i reached home, just took some pictures around my house, to be exact, i only taken 3 shots.

Mum bought me three bottles of Coke. Classic.

Yeah, my hometown is pretty silent.

Miss Pang lent me this book. I'm still reading it.


Holidays already started and i'm getting bored real fast. Somehow, i missed school already. Maybe because, school's our second home and the second most visited in our daily lives. Yeah, one of the things we liked about school is of course, friends. Without friends, i may even consider not going to school at all. I'm really bored now, we should go out sometimes, like playing badminton, watch some movies or even work together!

I'm currently having doubts buying the PSP. In my view, people get super addicted to the PSP and likewise, gets bored of it easily. Some people shared same views with me, the PSP itself may get outdated sooner or later, so buying it would be a waste of money. But, the PSP is almost like your own personal PC. You could watch movies, listen songs, play games but not surf the internet. Zzz, i'm really confused right now.

Check out some updates in the Elearning Litespeed portal!

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

random post

What a sad morning. Maybe someone's crying again, i assume?

Decided to share something from my favorite book.

Hope it help some men!

Why Girls Like Guys?

they = Guys
you = Girl

1. They always wear your favorite cologne (which happens to be the one that you bought them for their birthday)
2. The way they run their fingers through your hair.
3. That look they give you that makes you just want to die right then and there.
4. The way they kiss away your tears.
5. The way they get mad when they can't make your problem go away.
6. The way they show off around their friends, even though you know you would love him if he missed a basket or two.
7. The way they make it their personal mission to ensure that you are never cold.
8. That confused look they get on their faces when you are mad at them - guaranteed to make your heart melt and the anger fade away.
9. The way they always let you win any games you play together.
10. ...And when you point this out to them they pretend not to know what you are talking about.
11. That smile they flash that can make you stomach drop to your feet.
12. The way they call to apologize after you had a big fight.
13. The way they touch and hold you so gently, as if they are afraid they will break you.
14. The way they say, "I love you."
15. The way they would die before saying "I love you" in front of their friends.
16. The way they kiss you.
17. The way they kiss you after making up from a fight.
18. The way they hold you when you are crying.
19. The way they think they are your big protector.
20. The way they say, "I miss you," even though they hate to admit it.
21. The way you miss everything about them when they are gone.
22. The way they comfort you when you have had a bad day.
23. They way they write you love letters even if they think it's uncool.


24. Regardless of whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once they enter your life, whatever you were to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without even speaking, you know that you own life is consumed by their love. We love them for a million reasons; it is a thing, an indescribable feeling.


Haha, maybe there are times we, men, need to put ourselves in the women's mind and understand what they thinking. Hopefully, this post helped not only the women, but the men to understand better about relationships.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 26, 2007

the last day of school

Haha i uploaded some pictures.

Don't worry, guys! I'm okay already. And about me punching the wall, i guess it's a childhood habit. Thanks everyone in the tagboard for cheering me up and really, i'm alright!

My blog's top referrers.
Top blog referrers are Jiemin, Derrick and Chungaik. o.o

Derrick's PSP, i threatened him! HAHA!

Calvin! He's playing with the rubik's cube!

Boon Keat! Sucking his lollipop!

Shhh. A bear's sleeping, do not disturb!

Zzz, a victory sign and a middle finger..


PSP addicts.


Chungaik watching Artz.

Okay that's all!
Stay tuned for tomorrow's post!
I'm rather ashamed to face anyone now.


I cried at class today upon receiving the report books. I did not receive mine, because i need to bring my parents to see the principal next Monday. Miss Pang said that i've been promoted to Sec 4. I know, but the pressure on me is killing me and i'm been waiting for the report book like forever. There's no way i could enjoy myself, without looking at my status in the report book. All of a sudden, i broke down. Maybe the fact that i can't stand hearing people saying, "Omg, i'm promoted!", "Cher! Why my rank so low!". In my mind, i wanted to say, "Be glad that you are promoted and not whine about anything else". Yeah, some people just do not understand my situation here.

And thanks Miss Pang, for consoling me after class today, along with Swee Hong, Chungaik, Kevin and Zhixun. Thanks you guys! And yeah, i almost broke my damn knee in the toilet, and i didn't even noticed that the floor is wet.

I know i'm a cry-baby when it comes to this. Not everyone can control their emotions you know. Say whatever you like, do whatever you like. Btw, i punched the wall several times is not for show, it's to punish myself for what i've done. The pain while punching the wall makes me regret everything i've done during the past few months. If the pain still lingers, it means that i'll have to regret even more.

And yeah, congratulations to all the pupils that have promoted. You guys deserve it. Please do wish those people who are going to see the principal with their parents some luck! Thanks!

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 25, 2007

Anyone noticed that my tagbox got spammed? LOL, this Hock Zheng and Chungaik came into my blog today while we are at the Computer Lab for Chemistry! I'm only afraid that my other friends will assume it as a flame war or something. So i'm here to clarify some shits! HAHA!

Okay, so during the first few periods, the class were playing some Chinese Monopoly, and i don't even understand any words! So there's no way i could play, even if you guys want to guide me along, i would be bored anyway. After the first period ended, Miss Wong came in and said that she'll be seeing us for the last time for this week! Omg, we were like, "Damn!". Then she distributed us some chocolates and we watched Resident Evil Apocalypse! Yeah, it's a great movie, with only one nude scene and a great sequel to the first Resident Evil movie.

We only watched it for two periods, which was definitely not enough! We couldn't even touch Disc 2 and we had to go up to the Computer Lab for the Chemistry lesson. Yeah, and that's how my blog got "invaded*!

After that was recess, played music on the console again. I wished that Danial put in more Techno/Trance into his PSP man.. His PSP's music is getting more and more boring..

After recess, Mr Chua came in with his personal laptop. After waiting for ages for the lappy to be set up, Danial went into his iTunes and found WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAH GODAMNNNNNNN LOADS OF NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE songs! He has a lot of oldies, as well as newbies! His sister lent him the CDs! OMG, how envious!

Later, we had to go down for Mrs Chua's lesson in the AVA room, and we did a mind-bulging English worksheet which almost killed me. Applause for me seriously.

Well that's all for today.

Due to feedbacks from my friends, i decided to use back MyFlashFetish music players back, because IMEEM is loading rather slow. Don't worry, i'll introduce nice songs whenever i'm free!

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 24, 2007

Ok, i took a nap and once again, i'm fully revived! My energy tanks are filled up!

I was glad that the flame war is over. Yeah, i started it first though and after what eve tag in his blog, i find myself rather stupid. Haha, anyway, it's over and done. Nothing to worry about.

I have to wait till Monday to receive my report book while the rest receives it tomorrow. Damn, it's like waiting forever, man. Hey Life, you know i hate waiting games and you purposely wanna piss me off? Oh damn, i'm talking to myself again. *smacks face*

My socks are damn black today, and you should know why! I've been to the computer lab two times already! And we have yet to watch a movie fully, it's always cut off at a certain part. Watched Kungfu Hustle today and it's damn freaking nice! I downloaded the movie and i'm gonna watch it again! My current addiction =D

Danial recommended me a job in SingPost to move in and out things, and it's $35 per day. Just need some opinions, the worktime is overnight, meaning after 12 midnight all the way to 6am in the morning. I just have to move stuffs here and there, but it's kinda eerie moving stuffs in the death of the night. I suddenly got a feeling to back out now. I don't like working at fastfood restaurants, i prefer those jobs that require strength and not endurance. I guess most of my friends are already working at fastfood restaurants and i find Danial's job a bit weird.

I'm trying to make myself quit all those MMORPGs like 2Moons online, Flyff. So i'm glad to say that i quit all online games already. If you wanna follow my path..
1. Waste all your money on upgrading. Just for the pleasure.
2. PK till all your godly items are stolen.
3. Scold vulgarities at GMs.
4. Spam the chat channels.
5. Be a total idiot and KS everywhere.
I officially quit online games and i would rather switch to offline games, probably the games from PSP are much suited for me, like Tony Hawk's P8, Midnight Club 3, Initial D. I just want myself to be promoted, so that i can get hold of the PSP!!

So the holidays are drawing near, and we pretty much won't see each other that often. But we'll chat online! Haha, don't worry, i'll still blog about my life, my slimming down plan and hopefully by the time you see me next year, i'll be like, FIT!

I know my post today isn't that interesting, because i can't find any ideas to make it more interesting. Will try harder next time!

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
UGH. I have no energy to blog.
If my energy tanks are filled up, maybe i'll blog later.


May God bless you!

October 23, 2007

i'm feeling hot now

I'm feeling way too hot now, even if i'm under the air-con.

Okay, so we had a fucking flame war in that bastard's blog and yeah, it's very silent now. We fought like fuck and yeah, we kinda own that TK's freckled ass.

I've seen Jeremy's blog, although i do not know him, but his post was kick-ass. I need to release my anger now, otherwise i wouldn't have a good sleep.

To Aloy.
I meant what i say and i believe in the fact you are not a man, and please don't invite any unnecessary imaginative thoughts here. The fact you are not man doesn't mean that you have a vagina and not a penis, a pair of bubbled boobs and not a flat chest. The reason being, you broke up with my friend, Jiemin, with a sentence. Seriously, is all that memories and times with her all pieced together in just one sentence? And please, saying sorry isn't gonna do you good. The fact that i hate you is because you haven't realized your damned mistake. I'm the Passer-By in your damned blog and i never called you a dog whatsoever. In one of your previous posts against me, you called me a dog. Have you even seen me, and do i even look like a dog to you? Anyway, even if i'm a dog, i'll be a very good dog and bite your ass. Btw, do dogs speak human language? Oh damn, they can't. I did not even criticize you in any way, and you used that phrase, "punitive undeveloped brain". Please, learn to counter back fairly, i did not called you a dog nor criticize you in any way. And yeah, i've been waiting for that second tagboard since the tag i tagged your blog.

If you wanna tag my board, with all your friends, by all means, do so. I got a lot of friends to back me up and my tagboard is definitely bigger than yours so that all my friends could see what you and your friends typed. I can already predict that i owned you. Oh, you have my IP? Okay, so why didn't you ban my IP? Oh okay, i do not want to hear anything.

You made Jiemin cry, for days, and days. I've a hard time cheering her up, and it's all because of you. Everytime she thinks of you, she starts crying. Do you know that, we men do not make women cry? Everytime she cries, my heart was rather hurt and i can't wait to punch you in the face. It doesn't matter whether you learned judo, karate or what, i'll still find ways to own you. As i said in your blog, i do not wish to see you ever, otherwise you'll get it hard from me, and i'm dead serious. You wouldn't want to see me in my killer mode, because it hurts.

I gave you an advice, and you chose to leave it. I asked you to take responsibility in your next relationship, and you returned with more words to flame me. Why can't you just realize your damned mistake? Are you senile or what? Grown too old? Grown too much white hair? C'mon, even my one of my Primary school friends already started a relationship with a girl in his school and he's still maintaining it until now as i speak. Why? Because he has RESPONSIBILITY!

And do i need to teach you RESPONSIBILITY? Maybe. You could go back to your Secondary or even worse, Primary and learn your core values. Well, it's up to you, whether you want to abide the advice or not. Anyway, your fate lies on your own hands and what you do.

And my friends are not bad in English, they passed their English. Is our English too hard for you to understand, until to the extent where you even need to include something about us brushing up on our English. I don't see the point of using sophisticated words to describe your situation, after all, it's a blog, not an essay competition for your info. And i wouldn't waste time checking the dictionary for synonyms to counter you back. If you are just trying to show off your damned English, i would gladly applaud for you, because other people won't.

And finally, to end this fucking ass piece of shit now, if our tags are worthless, why do you even post on your blog about us? Wouldn't it be a waste of time? And btw, your brain isn't functioning that well i guess, because you only brainstormed 4 points, that's very little.

I'll end this shit now so that i can sleep, and to Aloy, may God bless you. God knows what you have done, and God knows what to do with you. I'm gonna wash my hands off you, and ever, if you make Jiemin cry again, i'll personally travel to Aust to give you the hell of your life.

Ahem. May God bless you.

To TK in Aloy's tagboard.
You started the damned flame war without even knowing any facts about what happened. I appreciate you helping Aloy, because that's what friends are for, but i just hate the way you tagged and it gave me the bad impression of you. For fuck's sake, in the future, without any concrete evidence, you just sit down and shut the fuck up. I'm really fucking pissed at you right now, at this very moment, and i could break any freaking living thing up right now.

And you did tag at one point, you are bored? If you are bored, why not waste your time fucking girls and watching pornography, instead of tagging in the blog like an extra. But right, i hope you'll spread that sentence to Aloy, "2ndly is.. relationships may be beautified n all tt but if u dun hav the maturity to handle things when they get hot, dun get into it in the 1st place, cost n effects bozos", because that freaking sentence is what Aloy had done. I hope you'll wake up your fucking brain and do wake up that Aloy's brain too.

All i can say is that, you got owned, sweetly and totally.


I've released all my anger in this damned post.

Aloy and TK,
If you wanna flame, go ahead. I'm ready to welcome you all to my blog. Anyway, do have a good night sleep yeah. Or should i say, sleep with regrets. Thank you and may God bless the both of you.

- John
Good evening y'all!

I had the best nap of my life! It's not what you think, women and all. I did not had a bad dream, nor a good dream. It was just plain, old napping! Actually sometimes, the little things you do can make you happy!

Justin asked me just now why i kept on blogging when there's like nobody tagging at all. My answer is, blogging is a hobby i guess. I'll still blog regardless of nobody tagging. As long as i can remember the past using this blog, it's worth it. As long as there is even 1 reader, i'm happy!

I was supposed to go for a health checkup today, but i rescheduled it to the holidays, much more convenient! Anyway, congratulations to Jiemin for receiving her IC, finally can watch NC16 shows!

The first period was History! It was a free period, so i stared at Derrick, playing his PSPS (Playstation Portable Slim), LOL. The Monster Hunter game seems to quite addictive, but i like violent games, *grins*. Miss Foo asked me to slim down when the holidays start! Of course, i will slim down! I'm gonna watch my diet from today onwards!

The next period was Mother Tongue, but Miss Pang took over! We had a mini-spring cleaning session, we cleared up the back cupboard and all the papers. I volunteered myself for the carrying of the rubbish sacks down to the main rubbish center! Haha, it was rather fun eh, disturbing friends sweeping the floor and returning books to their owners. Haha, what an uber crazy day.

D&T was next. Me and Danial went down to the workshop and sort of discuss our plans for next year, as next year's D&T project work is gonna be even more harder, and stressful. As usual, the 6-7 month project and we are supposed to think of a design and then create presentations. ARGH, stressed already! Warning for those whose transferring from POA to D&T, please don't, stay in POA. If you head to D&T now, you'll have a lot to catch up, really A LOT.

Recess started, i slacked all the way.

Maths was next. Haha, at the almost end of lesson, Mr Kung wanted to share his *life story* eh with us, and Siraj went to talk something else. Mr Kung said, "Eh eh, my life story leh, listen to me leh!". LOL, i disturbed Siraj like !@#$.

After this, the D&T students (3B, 3D and 3E) went to the Red Dot museum! It had a simple outer look on the streets. Anyway, some pictures i took inside.

Damn, this urinal is damn shiny. DAMN!

Looks comfy, but we're not allowed to sit on it.

Condoms. I was like, "Why condoms still need a packaging remake?". ZZZ.

Touch screen panels of the future household switches!

Wine glasses!

Presentation boards!

A chair? How weird..

Future phones.. =.=

Water sinks. SPOTLESS!

Mun Tat! Comfy LAH!


Machine drills.

Wtf is this?

A chair, yah, a chair.


Ying-Yang couch. If you see it bird's eye view, it will be a Ying-Yang symbol.


Admiring bathroom appliances. o.o?

Very comfy!!

Wall lamps. Nice.


The Marina Bay model.



Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 22, 2007

happy day!

Good afternoon, readers!

A few updates. I updated my playlist! This time, the theme is SENTIMENTAL! Check out some of the sentimental pop and rock in the playlist, and most importantly, ENJOY! And i can finally blog to my fullest today, because i'm the happiest man on the universe! *exaggerates*

To start it off, it rained today morning. Yeah, my shoes got wasted, washed them yesterday and got drenched with mud water. Well, how unlucky anyway. When i reached school, i went up to the classroom block and stood there for awhile, and then went back down with my bag to get the classroom key. Didn't want to leave my bag alone in the dark eh, it costs a whooping $150 please.

So i went up and saw only Kenneth, as usual, he gave me that laughing look! I emo-ed myself with music and just lay down on the table till time passes by. When Miss Pang came, i went to her straight away, asking for my status! And she still don't want to say, LOL. Then i still kept bugging her, and then i gave up!

So enough of that, reading period sucks as usual, just walked around and doing random stuffs. We were supposed to write some thank you letters to the teachers who taught us, wrote a lot though and nobody wrote for Miss Tay. Oh well, maybe it's because of the examination.

After that was Physics, went through the papers. Can't absorb much since looking at the 10/50 marks already dampened my spirit.

Then it was PE! We watched Shutter again! It's damn nice, and scary like hell. There was one scene that scared me totally and everyone suan me, LOL. I got nothing to say! But hell, the movie was nice! Looking forward to Part 2 of the movie hopefully this Friday!

English was next. We did a worksheet on some composition stuff and i got all the answers first! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Recess, blast music on the console and swayed around~

I was supposed to go to the Red Dot Museum today, but then Mr Kung told us that it was tomorrow. We got embarrassed, and just sat down like nothing happened. While listening to the lesson, there was this fucking bee which kept buzzing around. This is what happened.

Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZZT. *lands on my table*
Me : Shoooo! *uses my hand to sway it away*
Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZT. *lands on my Maths 1*
Me : *damn, how am i gonna rid of this bee. man, i hate killing this shit*
Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZZT. *hangs around on my table for 2 minutes*
Me : *irritated*
Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZT. *lands on my pants and almost stung me*
Me : *god! you this !@!@Q$@$@%@!!@.*
Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZZT. *lands on my chest*
Me : *ok that's it!*
Bee : BZZZZZZZZZZZZZT. *tries to buzz away*
Me : *go to hell!*
Bee : *PIAK*

Okay, i'm evil.

Anyway, the next period was English but Mr Ng wasn't around? I do recall seeing him just now.. Oh well, we watched the Liang Po Po serials. Man, it's been damn long since i ever watched it. HAHA, her actions and the way *she* speaks are damn funny! Haha, at least i managed to understand the jokes and laughed my ass off! Thanks Miss Wong for video! HAHAHA!

We went home after that.

While heading home in 131, there was this Caucasian woman who wore a super short dress. When the wind blew at her, there was exposure of her undergarment being shown. Guess what, all the men in the bus stared at her except me! Then this girl looked at me, i was confused LOL! Then i get off the bus quickly. LOL!

Haha, today's sure is crazy.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 21, 2007

Tomorrow's the day when i'll receive news for my status and so. I've been SMS-ing Miss Pang like crazy, and all are positive ones, but someone told me that she said the same for others. Well, it's not easy to reply all your SMSs in one go, duh! Anyway, i want to say sorry to Miss Pang for bugging her like mad. SORRY! xD

All the best for tomorrow's results! You, the reader, needs it, especially if you know, in your heart, know what's your outcome.

And finally, a man doesn't express feelings with only one sentence. You are only taking the easy route to escape especially if you know what you did wrong. If you just realized it, it's too late because what you do before, is history and there's no way you can change them. I'll still be the good person by saying, may God bless you. Period.

And for now, i'll leave you readers, with a long quote.

The world is your mirror and your mind is a magnet. What you perceive is in this world is largely a reflection of your own attitudes and beliefs. Life will give you what you attract with your thoughts think, act and talk negatively and your world will be negative. Think and act and talk with enthusiasm and you will attract positive results.
- Michael LeBeuf

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
Nothing to update today.
So i decided to share a song with you readers =D

S Club 7 - Have You Ever

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

October 20, 2007

reply of tags

I'll reply all tags of today, since there are lesser tags =D
Sorry if i can't reply to all previous ones, because there were too much of 'em.

Jieying : Good evening! Thanks for taking the time to visit my blog and encouraging me! Haha, sure no problem, but i do study by myself most of the time. Haha (:

Chungaik : Haha, that's really something. Good suggestion! Well, i could just wish for all the best now. There's really nothing i could do now. Thanks =D

Pass-By : Please do read my tag on the tagbox itself (:

Gary : Hahaha! Relax man, don't scold teachers. Maybe he was rather tight in his work. Well, we humans sometimes have no control over ourselves. Anyway, thanks xD

Jiemin : Haha, thanks! Don't worry, i won't let it fade away. I'm determined to pass all subjects next year, well hopefully and maybe just borderline passes. Thanks (: (:

Juihao : HAHA, yeah! I'm gonna rock the house on Monday! Maybe even blast some music! Haha, thanks =D

my final words before the truth

I'm trying to sleep as usual.
I'm only worried about something.

You know. When i retain in 2006, it was rather painful for me. It's not because of the fact that i retained. It's because the teacher lied to me. I remember that during one of the last weeks of school, we had an outing to some park. Before the outing started, my 2006 form teacher, Mr Low Wai Hoong, said that i will be promoted to Sec 4. So yeah, i enjoyed myself for 3 days, happily informing my mum of the good news. Then during that outing, my buddy form and retired, Mrs Lin, place her over my shoulders and said that i'm gonna retain.

So you know what the shit in there. Firstly, i got 3 days of happiness. Lastly, i got informed suddenly that i retained. I do not know how people could even feel calm after this. As usual, i punched the wall until one of my finger bones cracked, probably the fourth finger. I was then demoralized completely, and swore to myself during that time, never to trust any teachers.

So year 2007 started and around mid-year, Miss Pang came into our lives. I see her as kind and gentle. The reason why i kept bugging her, wanting to know my outcome for Sec 4, so that i won't hate her. I wanted an honest answer. I don't want to hate Miss Pang, or any other teacher, because i understand that being a teacher is no easy job, it's more of sacrificial.

So if the answer is really correct that i'll promote, i'll thank all the teachers greatly.
If i retain, i would try to appeal. If it's of no use, my mum suggested me to quit school instead. Because she's rather old already, she's going to be 60 soon. She cannot be taking care of me all the way till NS. I started working already, so that my mum wouldn't have to work too hard. My dad is in Malaysia, and he couldn't come back to Singapore for a reason. I trying my best, learning to cook my own food, wash my clothes, iron my clothes, just in case my maid is not around anymore. Sooner or later, she'll have to return to her country, and i'll be left all alone with my mum.

I don't understand why my life is like this. I'm so envious of people with siblings, both the mum and dad together. I hope you, the reader, know me a bit better. And yeah, after i head for NS, who's gonna take care of my mum? My dad? No way. My cousins? Maybe. I'm just so worried for my life, i just couldn't tell what's my future. Everytime i see my dad, i just couldn't shed any tears. The first time i saw him, was after 7-8 years. I just couldn't even recognize him.

I've really woken up. I really need to promote into Sec 4. My life, my future is at stake. I swear to myself that i'll revise everyday, just for the N and O level certificates. My mum, same as me, couldn't sleep well. I can't afford my mum to suffer another blow, like last year. Please! If there's any teacher reading, i really need the promotion. I just can't afford to retain. If i ever retain, i'm so gonna beg Mr Giam for me to promote, even if it takes hours, days or months.

I've learnt my lesson. I swore to myself, and this time is true, i'm gonna study like mad and score aces in N and O levels. This is my final say and i'm gonna abide it. I'm gonna be the top designer, and earn lots of money for my mum to enjoy for her retirement. My mum's the best, and she's really the best mum you could ever ask for.

So, till the day when i'll find out the truth, i'll be crossing my fingers, hoping to be able to promote. And finally, thanks to all my friends for motivating me while my spirits were down. I really love you guys and appreciated it. You guys are the best, the best kind of friends any human could ask for. Once again, thanks.

And thanks you, for reading my blog.
May God bless you!

October 19, 2007

I still have to wait till Monday to know whether i retain or not.
Because the teachers do not want to tell me.
I have a bad feeling about this.
I really don't know how to express it.
And i'm gonna have sleepless nights again.

I can't tolerate this fuck anymore..
I dare not to even face anyone now..
If ever i retain the second time..
It's all over..
I can't even wait till Monday..
I already punched the wall 3 times..

thanks y'all

Ugh. I'm having insomnia and a headache right now. I couldn't sleep, i was like tossing here and there. I was thinking about today's promotion meeting in the afternoon. I really don't want to retain. I heard that next year's NA classes are filled with assholes and crazy people. I have a feeling that it will be 10 times worse than our class.

If i ever retain, i'm gonna beg Mr Giam like crazy. I'll even kneel down before him just for me to promote into Sec 4. I'll do anything, confiscate my computer, take away my privileges etc. I'll work really hard next year, i promise. I have already woken up my idea and it's time for me to work my ass off next year. I want to get inside my desired course in Polytechnic and get my diploma. I want to design cool stuffs and even make better games than other companies.

I also want to thank all the people that have tagged my blog. Be it encouragement or some scolding, i'm really happy. I'm really glad to have friends like you all. You guys gave me a life, everlasting and precious. Even though i'm a broken glass, you guys still accepted me as your friend and even forgo the fact that i'm a retainee. I do not want any more friends except you guys, you guys are really the best.

I'm gonna treasure every moment, every outing and every single little thing we do forever. Be it bad or good, it's still a memory. I really enjoyed the times we had.

Finally, i wish that we all promote into Sec 4 together. We'll own the N levels and O levels like crazy. Who knows, we'll even break the record number of passes during the past few years! Nothing is impossible.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 18, 2007


I'm kinda moodless today.
I guess you could roughly figure out why.

It just so happens when the teachers said that you passed a particular subject, and suddenly pops out a fail. I've seen my marks. I know what outcome i'm going to be in, unless i get help during the promotion meeting. People are gonna outcast me, like what the class did to me in 2006. As the saying goes, "Once bitten, twice shy", i have retained once, i tried my best to build up my foundation, and this is really the best i could do.

And the time comes when i need encouragement? Period. And yeah, thanks Boon Keat, for encouraging me during the last two periods. Appreciated it. And yeah, congratulations Derrick for promoting. Please be happy that you are promoting and not angry at the fact that you cannot use your computer.

I cried in the dark, during the period in the AVA room. I wanted to put on a strong front, but maybe i wasn't that strong at all. Yeah, maybe i'm really a big guy, with a small heart.

I done what i have done. Everything is gonna be finalized tomorrow, at the promotion meeting. I wish all teachers good luck in making the whole class promote, you guys are the best, seriously.

I hope my friends won't ditch me because, the loss of friends is as good as death.

I wish that i would promote to Sec 4 and then work my ass off next year for the N levels.


October 17, 2007

Good afternoon!

Just some updates. I updated my playlist and uploaded new songs into my IMEEM account, so do check it out and do request if you want some of the songs. As for request, as i said in my past posts, your request should include an artist's name, if not, a genre. I do not entertain requests like, "I want the best songs!". Okay?

So yeah, school's kinda fun today. As usual, the class is halved. I would assume that those who didn't attend school will most likely to be retainees, no offense, just my point of view. If they don't help themselves by attending school, why should the teachers bother to even help them? I can't understand why though.

Some of my old friends are quitting school and only left with an N level qualification. They don't even plan to head on to ITE and just lead life with only one certificate? How are you gonna earn money? It's not as if you can work in fastfood restaurants for your whole life. What about marriage? What about the future? What, you gonna sell your body as a gigolo/hooker in order to earn quick bucks? I seriously don't understand people and neither would i go all out to help. They deserve it, they will succeed in the long run.

Of course, i can't stop them since it's their darn decision. Like hell, what friends are for. Retainees, gangsters or whatever. As long as you treat me nice, i'll do likewise.

You can hog on MapleSEA the whole day. Eat tidbits for breakfast, lunch and dinner. By 3 months, you didn't even noticed that you have turned into a pig. Yeah, Lvl 200. So what? You clearly just wasted 1/2 of your life in a virtual game. People respect you for? Godly scrolled items? Leveling like a crazy mugger? Like please, i could like invest $100 into A-Cash and then get back nothing at all. Well, i can't blame them anyway. I do admit that the game is addictive.

So enough of that, i heard from Mr Kung that i've passed my overall Maths. That's like failing in a row for 3 years and suddenly getting a pass. I officially confirmed that i'll be heading to Secondary 4! Hurray for me! Like what Mr Kung said, we just overcome the hurdle. The next big hurdle will be the N levels. Gosh, i think next year will be WAY more hectic than this year.

I also can say that i'm officially getting my PSP! Like hell yeah! I'm been waiting for it for so damn long, seeing how people enjoyed playing it kinda makes me drool. But, i'll try to not bring it to school all the time, because it will clearly disrupt me from studying. Nothing's gonna change this!

One final thing. Don't label ITE as It's The End. I would love to smack you in the face. ITE is still a darn school for students to study! And please, ITE isn't the end of the road for you. After ITE, you still can head on to Polytechnic and even graduate from university! And yeah, good luck to Sec 4A! Don't give up! Remember, ITE isn't the end.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

October 16, 2007

national education!


Pictures from the National Education Trip at Singapore River!
Enjoy! =D

Some structure we first saw.

Weeleng and Chungaik looking at Artz

Structure View 1

Structure View 2

Structure View 3

What's Weeleng doing?



Spectacular view, but the river smells bad..

Another view, and the river still smells..

A bridge, and the river smells sheeeesh!

Information board on Raffles

Zhaohong and Hock Zheng!

Fullerton Hotel

"Bring it on, momma!"

Guess whose copulating with the clay structure. (Hint: BAG and HANDPHONE STRAP)

Asha with his friend




Cavenagh Bridge

Golden Retriever! <3



Bullet shell size you-know-what =D

The four ah-gongs

2 hi-fives and an abacus

Sir Stamford Raffles

Measuring the statue

Hardworking people




Standing the shade

"What's up with those three fingers, Derrick?"

Now, this is what i call water pollution

Sir Kambing Goat

Grand indeed

Clinometers crazy


The twilight zone. Nah, kidding =D


That's all.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!