Forgive.

Forgive the sun who didn't shine
The sky had asked her in to dine

Forgive the stars that heard your wish
The moon prepared their favorite dish

Forgive the rain for its attack
The clouds have tears they can't hold back

Don't hate the birds 'cause they are free
Don't envy all the things they see

Don't block the wind, but hear its cry
Or else that wind may pass you by

Forgive the storm it means no harm
Could not resist to show its charm

Forgive the Earth that never turns
Don't hate the sun, because too much burns

Life intends to not cause pain
The flowers bloom from all the rain

The storm will come and it will pass
The sun that shines, it grows the grass

The wind it cannot help but cry
The stars at night light up the sky

Forgive the world in which we live
We'll all find peace if we forgive

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; Maybe I wasn't being forgiving for the past few days. I had this flu and a running nose, which made me powerless and weak. I had to blow the mucus out of my nose several times, or rather, excessively. Every single day I returned home, my handkerchief never fails to be wet and filled with mucus. I tried skipping school to see the doctor, but I can't afford to skip any lessons since I only have 5 subjects to pass for my "N" level examinations. Maybe, I'm not matured enough to handle all these stress, that will arrive sooner or later in adulthood.

And hence, the short poem above. I have to thank Suying for reciting me such a wonderful poem, that encourages me and hopefully, heals me internally. Rest assured Suying, I'll definitely give you the best Valentine's ever, in recognition for the priceless values you taught me and the time you spent with me. I had to be the luckiest guy on Earth, to receive you as my girlfriend. And I'll see you on the 14 of February!

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Today marked the end of January, and the day I'll always remember is my birthday. It was the first time, after 8-9 years, that I celebrated with cake and with a candle on top, 3 times on the day! I really have to thank, especially 4D's first couple; Jiemin and Chungaik, Justin and gang, my girlfriend, Suying and all my friends. You guys made a difference in my Life, during my birthday by celebrating it with me. Once again, thank you guys!

Heh. It's not time to die yet.
Someone has to be loved, till the day I die.

And yeah, ever wondered what kind of woman you should get?
Let class 4D teach you!


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And finally, tomorrow's my first time after a year, changing into Scout's uniform and participating in the flag ceremony. I do hope that it will be a breeze, like the old times during 2004 and 2005. I really missed those days.. Tomorrow's going to be rather nostalgic, I guess.

Well, I have to sleep now. In the future, I maybe updating my blog this late, due to the fact that I'm quite sick nowadays (Don't know why I'm still living, haha) and I have to spend time with Suying, because I love her! (Isn't that reasonable enough?)

Okay, alright.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I love you!

Feeling energized.

Good evening!

Well, well, as usual, I met up with Suying at 5am, and chatted for 30 minutes! After that, hugged each other and then went off in the buses. The bus today had an awful stench, it's smelt like someone who never bathe for days. Had to pinch my nose, although it seemed a bit rude, but it was unbearable. After getting off at 131, there was this person smoking, in front of me. Once again, I had to pinch my nose. Damn, pinching my nose two times in the early morning..

Reached school, drew the key, watched people play their Chinese Chess game and just slacked around. The mood today seems a bit dead and the sad atmosphere kind of chills me a bit. But well, I had better look on the bright side of today!

The first two periods were Mathematics. There's a test tomorrow, oh my God! It's definitely tomorrow! So the lesson was a breeze and nothing else, I hope I can pass my Mathematics test tomorrow, hopefully, for the first time! I had been failing Mathematics since Secondary 3, and only passed the End-of-Year examination last year, but still, my overall failed. So yes, this upcoming test is a must-pass! Good luck to the 4D peeps tomorrow, for the test! Mug hard!

After Mathematics were 3 vexing periods of D&T. The whole 3 periods, we are just modifying, making more pages for the project and so much more random stuff.. Slacking is so tiring, really. I have this feeling that my ambition should be changed, maybe designing isn't really my style. Oh well, I have time to think about my future, just not now.

After D&T was Chinese period. Miss Foong kept on telling me to get stuff for her and still said that it was exercise for me! Today, I went down to the general office, with Chungaik (Who sneaked out!) and didn't find any newspapers. At first, we always thought that the newspaper will be in the foyer. But today, it's inside the office! So much for the effort.. Just slacked throughout the lesson.

Recess! Danial played the Russell Peters comedy show on PSP, and plugged the sound into the teacher's console. I don't really understand 70% of the show, maybe I prefer comedies with a bit more actions than words.

After recess was CD period. Haha, Miss Pang really changed a lot, since last year. We stood up for quite long, because Jasper was acting all nerdy and stuff, so yeah. After we sat down, Miss Pang touched on the topic on Relationships. I knew, that I was going to get flamed, iced and blown by everyone in the class, since most of them knew about my relationship with Suying. 4D's very own couple did get a special treatment too! But yeah, I simply just ignored everyone's remarks, not going to repeat the same mistake I made in Secondary 1. We then did a reflection form, on what type of husband/wife we wanted. I only touched on 7 points, with the other 3 blank. I'm not a perfect person anyway, and I don't really expect my future wife to be perfect either..

English was next. We did some oral practice and yeah, I didn't get much participation in it. I think, I only read a sentence, and that's it, while the rest read almost a paragraph or more than 2 sentences. Maybe, Mr Sandhu was searching for weaker students to help, yeah, that must be it. Mr Sandhu's lessons are always full of surprises and mischiefs up his sleeve!

After school, I swept the class, since CLB will start at 2.30pm. I got an hour to spare, so I spent it by sweeping the class, arranging the tables and chairs neatly. I'll predict that this won't last long, and by tomorrow, the class cleanliness will be killed. Yes, I can sweep the class everyday, just for 4D, but most of the students do not even maintain the cleanliness at all, I'll emphasize on the word "MOST", just preventing flame wars. If they don't help themselves by doing a bit of cleaning up, why should I even bother to go to the extent to help the whole class?

CLB started, did a letter writing work and headed home. I bathe at home, took my Mathematics notebook and textbook and went down to the void deck to meet Suying! We studied together for about an hour, stared at the sad clouds and then we went to the market to have our dinner. And, thanks Suying for being such a great study partner! I'll give you a cookie next time! Or rather, a box of cookies! Hahaha! Thanks dear!

And to end it all, some pictures. Yesterday and today.


89 requests in Facebook and still counting. I'm bored.


During PE yesterday, lots of phones right?


$1 each! *psst, the PSP is mineeeeee!* Kidding!


The field me and Suying laid. It had no mud whatsoever!


The shelter, it drizzled a bit..


Sad clouds #1


Sad clouds #2

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FYI, I'll be logging into MSN lesser, since I'm studying most of the time. I'll login into MSN for maybe a few hours, and then logoff. 8 months isn't enough to build up my foundation of all my subjects, so I'll just have to do my best then. You guys should study yeah! 8 months passes by very fast! So mug hard!

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I love you!

Guilty.

I felt kind of hot-headed today.

I met up with Suying at 5am, at the void deck below my house. Then some stranger came and hurled vulgarities at us. Me being a bit hot-tempered, I screamed at him, and with some family cursing. Yeah, he punched my stomach and ran off. What a klutz. I'm guessing that he's drunk judging by his drunken smell and some whiff of vomit coming out of him. But hell, his drunken fist hurts as if your balls are being stretched..

Not to mention, I was already hot-headed in the morning.. And then comes this..

..some people were playing around during PE, and dirtied the back of my shirt. So, I shouted, angrily. While going up to class, Chungaik played around, by bending my left knee. Sorry that I shouted and burst out in front of you, since you did not know that my left knee and ankle were injured. Please forgive me, I'm trying to be happy for the rest of my days, and maybe this just took too much out of me. Sorry again!

It's hard to control my temper, since I try to be happy at all times. Please understand me, okay?

School was normal, as usual. I had a Heart-to-Heart session with Mr Joseph and Miss Pang, after school. It's sort of like a chit-chat session! So yeah, I let out most of my troubles to them, and at least, my heart's less heavier now. Thanks, to both teachers!

Had Scouts today. I was supposed to monitor the Secondary 2s marching performance. All I can say is that they need more practice and there's room for improvement, definitely.

After Scouts, I went to Novena Square to fetch Suying there! We had lunch in LJS, and then walked around Novena Square and United Square. We went back to the void deck, below our houses. Studied for an hour, and then went home! Thanks Suying for teaching the radian conversion, that I flunked today! Hahaha!

Anyway, that's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I love you!

Two days of fun.

Good evening! Blog, blog, blog.

28.01.08
I went out with Chungaik, Derrick and Jiemin to Mengci's house, to play basketball. The sky didn't look nice at all though, as expected! We just went ahead and played, and after a while, it started to rain heavily. Most of the time, I was on the phone with Suying, while they keep disturbing me! So I always hang up when they get closer or what. NO PRIVACY MAN! I watched my birthday video on Chungaik's phone, hahaha! It's damn funny!

Around 4pm, they wanted to swim in the pool, but it was raining heavily! First, we headed to the pool, and took shelter at one of the tables, with a huge umbrella. Yeah, my flu was somehow getting worser, it's more like it had no chance to recover at all.. As the rain gets heavier, we rushed to a room, which resembles a sauna. We stay there awhile, until the rain stops. And then, they went to the changing room, and I just sat there waiting for Suying's call.

They were playing happily! I wanted to take pictures, but my phone had no space.. I need to buy a new memory card! After that, Kaijie came and we waited for them to finish swimming. Mengci came, and after a while, we went to Tiong for our dinner.

We dined at Mr Teh Tarik! The Prata was awesome, the curry tasted a bit sweet and hot, but it's damn nice! Their Teh Tarik's nice too! After that, the others went home, leaving me with 4D's couple at my hands. *evil thoughts*

Damn, I swear I'll never play in Tiong Bahru's E-Zone ever again. Daytona's machines were crap, Daytona 2's machine had no steering wheel, Daytona 1's machine's brake isn't working, Air Hockey sometimes releases 2 tiles. What the hell man..

After that, we went our separate ways, I rushed to meet Suying! We had a super, funny chat! We laughed until the neighbors below us throw water! LOL. Suddenly, I received a message from Chungaik, which almost spoil my mood! Damn.. Suying even mistaken Chungaik for a girl, and I almost got busted. LOL.

After around 9pm, I went up, took a bath, and slept..

29.01.08
The buses today were super busy.. 131 was full, 139 was full as well. In the end, I did not have a chance to sit down at all.. I was super tired from all the standing up. I was rather confused at people. There was someone sitting in the front seat of the driver's behind, instead of using the exit-entry, he got through hordes of people, acting all mighty and stuff, and got off the exit. In the end, he rather go through a path full of resistance, instead of going down at the empty exit-entry. *learned from today's Physics lesson!*

I got to school today, sweating like hell. After the assembly, we went up for our Chinese lesson. I sat with Chungaik, since we are both from CLB. After a while, the Chinese teacher asked me to help her take the 3G workbooks from her locker.. I haven't even dried myself from my sweat.. Oh well.

Physics was next. Pretty fast and understanding. I managed to get all the concepts into my brain.. But I need more practice in memorizing the formulas.. SUYING HELP ME! SCIENCE GURU!

Recess.. Slacked..

D&T was next. Me, Danial and Mun Tat went down to buy our presentation boards.. While going back, we saw an interesting article in the foyer. I decided to take a picture of it, only to get caught by Mr Kung. I was panicking! In the end, I had to surrender my phone to Mr Kung. I was in temporary depression for the whole 3 periods! LOL. After school, I was supposed to see him, and he was supposed to return me my phone. In fact, he could have kept it forever, and not even give it back to me. Haha, thanks Mr Kung for letting me off lightly. I won't use it in school hours ever again, unless I'm in the toilet! Haha!

I went home, took a bath and went down to find Suying. Oh my God, she laughed like a hyena after hearing my incident.. You're so evil.. Hahahaha. After a while, we laid on the field and gazed at the clouds, and hoped that tomorrow's clouds would be clear and fluffy!

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!
And Suying, I love you!

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Current blog song: As Lovers Go - Dashboard Confessional

Lyrics:

She said, "I've got to be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishin' around here."
And I said, "You must be mistaken,
I'm not foolin', this feelin' is real."
She said, "You've gotta be crazy!
What do you take me for? Some kinda of easy mark?"

"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But I swear that you've got me all wrong."

All wrong
All wrong
But you've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
And I'll belong to you
If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go.
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made,
What's the sense in waiting?

I said, "I've got to be honest,
I've been waiting for you all of my life."
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane.
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side.

"You've got wits,
You've got looks,
You've got passion,
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?"

Tonight
Tonight
You've got me

I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier,
I'll be yours my dear
I'll belong to you
If you just let me through

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

This is easy as lovers go. So don't complicate it by hesitating.
This is wonderful as loving goes.
This is tailor made, what's the sense in waiting?

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Sweet song! Gotta love Dashboard and their great song lyrics.

Tired..

Gonna blog more tomorrow.. I'm quite tired now.

There's a slight change to the ending message.. Hahaha.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you.
And I love you, Suying <3

Gonna live everyday like it's the last.

Good afternoon!

I want to talk about yesterday night. I was unlucky, just my luck I guess. I was shaving my beard, and cut my throat area two times, a small dot-sized cut and a fingernail-long cut which was more painful. I was whining in pain for 30 minutes, it really hurt like mad. When I put some cool face cream over it, I felt a stinging effect, which made the pain worse. But after a while, the pain was gone for good, thanks to the face cream. It's been so long ever since I felt that kind of pain. It's like, my throat area got cut on purpose, there was no pimple whatsoever.

Then when I was about to go to sleep, I knew something was really wrong. I forgot to re-charge my phone for tomorrow. And then, there was a message received, but I did not answer. I found out that she broke up with her boyfriend, and needed a shoulder to cry on. So I met up with her today morning, she cried on my shoulder. It's hard to see you cry, my heart always gets this stabbed effect everytime you cry. I want you to be safe and happy, like you always do. So I wiped her tears, and gave her a cuddly hug to clear all her troubles, for the first time in my Life. She was happy again, and I felt happy too! So I was rather happy the whole morning, and afternoon. By the way, I'm sure you guys know who is "her", unless you have short term memory.

So I went to school, just staring at clouds which is pretty bad, but at least it didn't rain today. I liked my styled hair, thanks to her, with her new styling hands! *cheerful laughs*

I reached school, went to the 4th floor and sat on the locker's top. After that, Derrick came and splashed water like a Merlion. Well, he's already a lion to start with! After that, 4D's very own couple came, along with Mengci! Derrick spit water again, oh well. After a while, Mr Kung came and we all went into the classroom for the Mathematics lesson.

I don't know why I'm so concentrated during the lesson. I was able to think out of the box, do everything like as if I've done it before. Yeah, Mathematics lesson without Mr Kung was pretty lifeless. His lessons are best, in my view. Easy to understand! Very smooth as well. But hell, I don't know why I kept on smiling throughout the whole lesson. I even thought I was a retard. *bangs wall and drop dead*

After the lesson, I walked to Tiong Bahru Plaza. While walking, I saw all of them climbing over the school side wall. Haha, I just walked on, reaching the traffic lights and then heading up to the music section. I wanted to buy Mary J. Blige and Paramore's music album, because their music's really nice! But they didn't have it, so I went to Comic's Connection and Challenger for the Diablo Game Pack. It costs a whooping $70, and I only had $50 with me. Oh well.. *bangs wall twice and drop dead on a bed of dogs*

I went to the MRT, and the trains were fully packed with people. I waited for two trains, and both are equally full. So I gave up, and walked back to school, to take a bus. While walking, I saw Charlene, and was glad that she smiled. Haha, it's better than getting ignored right? Then saw some of the Scouts, who were building a gateway for this 5th April's Stepping Up Ceremony cum 86th Campfire! I'm going to try and help, in any way I can, I hope.

I waited for the bus, and really, the buses are not even full. I sat down, and enjoyed a bus ride of relived dreams.

I reached home after about 45 minutes, and yes, I do take that long to get from house to school and likewise, from school to house. I was dead tired, so decided to rest for awhile, and then logged into MSN.

I chat with a lot of people today. I just chat with Sally, and she said that ITE Life isn't all that great. Higher NITEC was full of essay-writing and stuff. Somehow, I got this feeling that I'll be going into ITE, because I got no guarantee getting into Secondary 5. If ever I get promoted to Secondary 5, the Life in Secondary 5 is going to be harder, that is if I can even get into Secondary 5. I'm very worried about Combined Humanities, taught by A.J and Miss Foo. I'm really worried.. But well, I'll try my best to get into Secondary 5. *bangs wall 4 times and go eat sausages*

And after a while..

I know why I'm so happy today.

It's because I hugged Suying! Her cries and sorrows stopped after I hugged her.. Really, Suying, I really love you, because I care for you. I promise that I'll protect you from any harm, even if it costs my Life. And today, I felt really sad, just seeing you cry like that. Be happy alright! Cheer up! *gives a peek-a-boo face*

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Hey Juliet!

Just want to share a really catchy song, which I posted last year too! So yeah, just sharing it again!

Current blog song: Hey Juliet! by LMNT

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet

Hey I've been watchin' you
Every little thing you do
Everytime I see you pass in my home-room class
Makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make you reel
But your lips are sealed
That ain't no big deal

Cuz I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?

Chorus:
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday
You and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet

Hey Juliet

Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radio way
Sayin' hey Juliet what are you doin' this week
To fall or turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance give me one more chance

Cuz I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?

[Chorus]

I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me?

You have to see the weather
For us to hang together
So hear me when I say
Hey Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet

Chorus [x2]

Hey Juliet
Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet
Hey Hey Juliet
Hey Juliet

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Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

The best Birthday ever..

Happy 17th Birthday to myself!
And another birthday greeting to..
Chongjing and Ying Le!

Yeah, today's my birthday! So let's get straight to the point. I got my face smashed with chocolate cream and icings! I got my birthday bash today, can't remember how hard my arm got punched, but well, it's memorable yeah! My phone got busted, so I can't upload any pictures of the presents I received.

Reasons why my birthday today is so memorable..
- It's been 8-9 years ever since I blew a candle on a cake. The last time I blew candles was before I went into kindergarten. Pretty long eh?
- The most presents I received for this year, 6 presents to be exact. The most I received previously was 2.
- The first time my face got smashed into the cake!
- The most cakes! 3 cakes! One by Jiemin & Chungaik, one by Justin and gang and one by Suying who baked it herself!
- First time receiving a birthday greeting card, by Jiemin & Chungaik!
- Clear, blue skies!

Yeah, that's a lot of reasons. This will be kept inside my mind forever. I enjoyed all the birthday bashings, although it's painful, but yeah, it's for a good cause.

Firstly..

I wanna thank..

My mum, and her boss!
You were always there for me, when I'm in trouble. You worked your butt off, while I study in school. You'll always be the super mum in my eyes! Please live long and take care! I love you! And thanks for the wallet and the $60! And Mr Bossman, thanks for giving $50 and always being there to help us with our financial problems!

Fengying's Mum!
Thanks for the red packet! I hope I still can communicate with you! Need to brush up on my Hokkien.. LOL. Anyway, thanks both of you! Thanks Fengying for passing me the red packet too! It must be hard for you to pass it to me, since I'm damn ugly! Hahaha!

Jiemin & Chungaik!
Thanks for everything, the MSN conversations (Perverted I know..), the cookies, the cake and the card! Eh yeah, since I helped you and Chungaik, must help me and Suying whenever I'm in trouble! Haha, anyway, thanks both of you. Y'all the best! Wish both of you a happy 2 month anniversary! Chungaik, watch out, you slapped my hand 17 times right? Red like sambal chili you know.. When it's your birthday, I'll give you a *face* massage! And Jiemin, you whacked me today! Finally! And it's quite painful.. Ouch. Your birthday ah, I'll think of an evil plan.. *evil laughs*

The cake!
Thanks Jiemin, Chungaik, Miss Pang and Hock Zheng for contributing money for the cake, which got wasted thanks to the guys.. LOL. Thanks again!

Justin, Edward, Weirong, Xuesheng and Brendan!
You guys gave me the birthday bash, which bloody painful, but never mind, you guys will have your turns next . And thanks for the cake, bloody hell.. Ambushed me from behind, then dirtied the whole court! In the end, we had to perform a mini CIP for the community center! Hahahaha! Haha, you guys will always be the best basketball mates. Let's chill out sometimes too! Haha, thanks again!

Tan Suying!
Omg, do you know that your cake tasted very nice! Seriously, you can go run a bakery shop! Haha, and thanks for the bottle of stars and a note stuck inside forever. We will be best friends, thanks for all the kindergarten times, cheering me up when I get scolded and stuff. I'll remember the days we laid down on the field and stare at the skies, and gazing the stars at night. Thanks again for everything, and I'll treasure the bottle forever, as a keepsake. Take care of yourself, alright? Ying-ah Ying-ah Ying-ah YINGGG! Hahahaha!

Heng Hock Zheng a.k.a Mah Lai Hock
Send me 83 birthday SMS ah! Last night, I cannot sleep! LOL. Anyway, thanks for being a good friend and contributing to the cake! Take care man~

Friends!
Safwan, Weiyuan, Juihao, Alex, Qizhi, Shunhui, Jasper, Timmy, Asha, Danial, Derrick, Boonkeat, Hock Zheng, Kenneth, Kaijie, Siraj, Ming Soon, Winston, Tajinder, Sweehong, Beng Shiang, Zhixun, Faris, Mun Tat, Syed, Zhengyee, Dickson, Shuting, Mingxian, Mengci and Sally!
Thanks for staying back after school, giving me birthday bashings, greeting me and pushing my face into the cake! You guys rock.

Teachers!
Miss Pang, Mr Sandhu, Mr Chan and Mr Leong.
Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday!

Once again, thanks everyone for a super duper memorable birthday!
You guys rock to the max!

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Secondly..

The podcast.sg video that I got really addicted to..



Wo Mei Mei You Chi Mao - My sister has a cat.
Yi Chi Ke Ai De Xiao Xiao Mao - A cute little small cat.
You Yi Tian.. Mao Bu Jian Le - One day.. The cat disappeared..
Mao Zai Na Li - Where is the cat? x3
Pi Gu Li! - In the ass! (Repeat)

Enjoy!

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Lastly, today's been a blast! Time to take a rest!

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Oh no..

...

Tomorrow is the day.

OMG.

Today's really hot.

Today's damn hot.. I'm having a headache right now. Gonna sleep early.

By the way, I asked Suying to stop tagging, because I don't want you guys to be confused. She and I are just friends, best friends, since kindergarten. If she has a steady boyfriend, I wouldn't meddle with her affairs. Likewise for me. I may look happy (LOL.) whenever I mentioned her, but we just taking our time to make up for lost time.

I really treasure friendships, especially old ones. If you know me very well, yeah.

That's all for today.
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Bad hair day? NOT!

Good afternoon!

Today's Monday, so school starts at 8.40am. I woke up as early as 5.25am, and met up with Suying. Oh my god, she messed up my hair. She took a finger full of wax and smeared it on top of my hair! Then she acted all professional, making me look like I just woke up from bed! Thanks a lot, haha! I had to go into the market's toilet to stare at the mirror, to style my hair.. Haha, I'm gonna play with your hair!

I reached school at 8am. I went to the canteen, but not much of my friends are there. Saw Hock Zheng and then we sat at the arena. We crapped for awhile, until Mengci and Jiemin came. They asked for my Chinese name, I didn't want to say, but Hock Zheng sabotaged me! They want the characters, so I showed them my IC. Then forgotten what happened already..

After flag raising ceremony, we were told to stay back. In the end, we stayed back for nothing. We didn't even went for the Flag Day last Saturday! 4A - 4C were under the sun for nothing.. I can pretty much say that time was wasted because of some Gessians not giving the seats to others. What does that have to do with us anyway..

Went back class for Chinese. Sat down with Chungaik and chatted. Nothing much though. Nearing the end of lesson, Chungaik and I sweep the whole class, getting ready for the Physics lesson.

Physics was next. Mr Chan was seriously vociferous! Maybe that's one tactic to keep us awake! Haha. I can pretty much tell that Mr Chan's way of teaching is similar to that of Polytechnic lectures. Lecturers wouldn't care whether you write fast or slow, he or she will just move on and your only hope of attaining notes is from your friends, who may have copied faster than you. At the beginning of the lesson, Mr Chan played with some people! Some of them went to the back of the class, some outside of class! Haha, it's quite funny eh. Hahaha!

Recess was next. Stayed in class, watching people rushing their Physics work. This is the first time I see people rushing their Physics homework. Very occasional!

D&T was next. It was tad boring, just sitting down and playing Mun Tat's PSP. After awhile, I got bored and decided to do a bit of the project work. Really boring, and it's hot today!

Went home after school ended.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Everything seems to be dying, on me.

Maybe, today isn't really my day.

As the above title states, everything seems to be dying on me. Just to state some, my MP3, my games (ie. Patching problems), the dark skies, the hi-fi radio, the Playstation, my internet modem seems to like disconnecting me and a lot more other crap. What have I done to deserve all this? I'm only a normal guy, trying to get through life with my crappy looks, trying to take care of my family as the man of the house, trying to study hard and maybe I just tried too hard.

Must I be more than normal? Abnormal? Mentally Retarded?

Honestly, I can't find a friend to talk with. And sorry Suying, for asking you that stupid question, it was too hasty I know. Can you forgive me? I just want us to be just best friends, and nothing else.. I promise that I'll won't meddle with your affairs. I can't believe I'd be so immature to even ask that question.. I'm really sorry!

I just wish that everything that happened today, would just fade away the next day. It's really hard being me, just put yourself in my shoes. Only some of my friends would understand. I really envy those guys who are pampered, rich and have a full family. I'm even struggling with life, when I'm studying.. This really sucks.

I had to punch the wall today. I was too stressed, my maid was crying again, because her arm was really giving her hell. I helped her, massaged her arm and took care of her. But, my mind was really going nowhere. So I had to punch the wall, several times, to wake myself up. It's a childhood habit, so don't be surprised by that.

Every pain, every problem, ended with every punch I done to wall. I hope I did the right thing, although some people doesn't like me punching the wall. I punched the wall, to be exact, 10 times, with my right fist. I didn't cry, men are not supposed to cry while they're in pain. We must be strong, we must not cry, not give up. I'm not gonna give up too, I'm gonna live life like there's nothing to lose.

This is not an emo post, like what you guys love to say. This is a blog, and I'm only just stating my current situation.

To you guys out there, please treasure your loved ones. Treasure them till you've no regrets when they passed on. I lost 2 of my loved ones, my grandmother and my only friend, who understood me, seen my situation and cared for me. Even if I can't see them, I know that they revolting around me, still answering my prayers for them.

For now.. I'll just move on with life, like normal.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you.

What a day..

Today was rather sad. I had to back out of the Scout meeting in Sentosa because I had to take care of my maid. Really, if only medicine could cure everything on this sad, world. She's in pain for several weeks already, and it really hurts to see her like that. When she feels that she cannot do much, she will just cry in front of me. She's reaching 60 soon, and my mum's reaching retirement age soon. I really don't know what to do seriously..

There was no Maths lesson today, due to the Sentosa outing. And no one invited me out, so I met up with Suying again. I think for now, she's the only one who understands me, since she known me since kindergarten. We chatted a lot about the kindergarten times! I was the naughtiest back then, always getting scolded by my Chinese teacher, staying back after school for punishments, teachers meeting my mum! Hahaha! I was the biggest guy there too, with a Primary 4 boy kind of appearance. Really! We chat so much, until it rained during late afternoon. Suddenly she dragged me into the rain, and we played around! Oh my god.. I was having a flu earlier on, and now I'm in the rain.. Haha!

We were all drenched, but luckily our houses are nearby, so we wouldn't need to take a bus or what. Haha, I really had fun today! Thanks Suying for buying me a bottle of hair wax for an early birthday present! Haha, I need to put on wax on my hair everyday.. Oh man. Any hair stylist to help me, anyone?

I went back home and tried downloading Granado Espada. Derrick told me that it was free of charge! I'm like, *OMFG YAY!*. I knew that the company of GE was making a grave mistake for making it P2P. In the end, it was a F2P game, with a cash shop! I re-download it for like 6 times, due to the rain, making my internet connection much, much slower and more prone to internet disconnection.

I'm still downloading it, and hopefully I can play it the next morning! I also hope that my family isn't deleted yet.

The Bellisima family will own GE!

Hahahahahahahahaha!

*evil laughs*

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

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Current blog song: Love Song for No One by John Mayer

Lyrics:

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
Get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?
Oh no way

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
I'm so tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here oh yeah

You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

Oh my god, this song is so nice..

Clouds.

Lying down at the field next to my house with Suying.

It's been so long since we lied down and have a hearty chat!
Reminiscing the old times..









Simply breath-taking, fascinating, love-obsessed..

Ah, just too much words to describe what I'm feeling at that time.

And thanks Suying for being a great listener.

Appreciated it.

Thanks.

Please enjoy the fluffy cloud pictures!

That's all for today.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Numb.

Good evening!

I came to school today with a headache.. Yeah, it hurts, because I woke up on the floor today! Can you believe it? My head's lying on the floor, for 20 minutes! No wonder I had a headache..

While heading to school, I saw Suying! Then crapped a lot and went to different buses. Haha, missed the old times. Reached school and just sat there, doing nothing, looking at Hock Zheng and Robin playing Chinese Chess.. Kinda boring eh..

If you see me sweating in assembly all the time, maybe because I had a headache, I think.. I can't think properly and yeah, tend to do stupid things, like smack Karim in the head! LOL.

The first two lessons were Maths, pretty straightforward! Mr Kung is the best, man. Just random! Hahaha. Yeah really, he's the best out there. He teaches well, cares for us and willing to sacrifice a lot for us too. I'm really sorry for the things I done, in school or Scouts. I still remembered that you always pick me in Scouts to accompany you to buy food for the Scouts when there's a camp. Haha, missed those days.. PLC 06/07 rocks.

Physics was next. Mr Chan's lessons are quite interesting, although his accent is a bit weird, I can understand. He can be funny at times, and freakishly serious at bad moments! Haha, I feel that I really can pass my Physics this time, with his help!

Chinese was next. I suddenly got a new nickname, Bee Hoon. I'm not gonna say whose name is it, because I have cousins viewing this blog too! Hahaha. Anyway, just crapped with Kenneth, Boon Keat and Hock. Funny, we kept on exchanging words, saying each other's parent names! I almost slit my index finger while snatching it from someone, really close, PHEW! But the weird thing is, I did not felt the pain, until I reached home, and closed the door with my palm. The cut became bigger, and that's when I screamed! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Luckily, it was in time, otherwise it'll become infected..

Recess time.. Just slacked.

English was next. I got a freaking 15/30! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? My English standard has dropped! I can't help feeling low, way low, for my results. But fear not! I'll come back with uber hacked English marks! And then we had a big stack of worksheets to file up! I need to find a huge black ring file..

History was next.. The one that didn't make my day. I didn't bring my books, thinking that today's Social Studies.. But Miss Foo dragged on the lessons with unneccessary comments, like labeling me and the others as jokers. It's not as if the class can't continue with 8 people, not bringing books. Be like Mr Chan, just place them at the back of the classroom and continue with lesson, and the class, including the ones at the back, can still study. And Miss Foo is there, just reprimanding us, wasting the whole period.. We only have 3 History lesson per week, and every lesson should be put to good use. Sigh.. Like she'll ever come here and read it anyway..

Assembly was boring, period.

Went home after that.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

PS. 24 is a good number. HAHA.

The sky is so nice..

The sky is too nice..

I'm fainting..

I lost my mood to blog..

Please return tomorrow for the next set of updates..

Yeah, I'm freaking random..

=D

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Current blog song: Who Knows by Avril Lavigne

Yeah Yeah Yeah-ya Yeah-ya
Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I
Have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I'd like to get
To know you a little bit more

I think there's something more
Life's worth living for

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Yeah Yeah Yeah-ya Yeah-ya
How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find
The best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

I think there's something more
Life's worth living for

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?
Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day

So you go and make it happen
Do your best
Just keep on laughing
I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

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Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

...when things don't go your way.

Good evening!

Today is one of my most unlucky days ever. A lot of things happened, lots of bad ones and lesser good ones. Maybe I'm too soft-hearted already, until some guys even tried to take advantage of it. Danial taught me something new today, that I should try to influence it in my daily lives. So I ran up and down, thinking that the upper Secondary was supposed to wear a tie today. So much for the effort.. And I ended up sweating profusely during the flag raising ceremony.

While heading up to the classroom, I can't remember who said that I locked the classroom. I left the back door open for those who needed to see Mr Chan urgently. Please check the doors thoroughly before complaining to me, because I wouldn't lie to you. Even if I lied, I wouldn't get anything in return anyway.. I got kind of pissed, but soon after, was back to normal.

The first two lessons were Social Studies.. Last week's lesson was alright, but today's was just plain boring. I could almost sleep during the lesson, but I rather not get into trouble! After some revising, we did our first ever Social Studies class test, which is counted in the overall marks! Damn it.. I hope I did it well enough for just a pass, because I hardly revise on Social Studies at all..

The next lesson was Chemistry, one of my favorites! We did some touching up before heading into the laboratory. I was finding my question paper, for the practical. In the end, I found it inside my plastic folder and I obviously did not pass it up last week to Ms Mah. I kind of embarrassed myself, once again! After that, we went to the laboratory to do the last part of the practical. But but but, the damn stench of the boiling tubes almost made me faint. The stench was so strong, that it tickled my brain a lot! The feeling of it is like having two holes blocked on your nose, hardly breathing at all! The stench was godly, seriously..

Next was PE. We practiced and played Volleyball today. Frankly, this is my first time playing Volleyball and I admit that I'm a slow learner when it comes to sports. One of the sports that I totally failed at is Soccer. I was always solo-ing, not providing any teamwork whatsoever! Enough of that.. I practiced whacking and serving of the ball, until I was summoned to the 4D team of Volleyball-ers! I was a total noob, maybe a nuisance. But my team mates were reasonable, as they know that it's my first time playing a match of Volleyball! Thanks guys! But in the end, we won 4E, but it was a friendly match so it does not really matter! *evil laughs*

Recess time! Went out of class as usual. Sitting down at the benches outside the classroom block. After a few minutes, went back in again! But hell, I don't really see the point of not staying inside the classroom. I mean, it was successful last year, no known thefts were reported, no warnings issued and err.. I think it was because of the people playing music in the teacher's console.. I guess that's about it, the whole reason behind it. Yeah, it disrupts the classes below, which are having lessons..

English was next! As always, Mr Sandhu's lessons were full of surprises and really interesting. You'll never know what comes out of his mouth. It can be either bad, good or funny! But most of the time, it's funny! I heard that only 90% of the class passed last week's English test. I was shocked, really. After that, we read a comprehension passage on Pho, a bowl of noodles made in Vietnam, Hanoi, which was deemed as a national delicacy. The passage itself claims that Pho was extremely delicious, spicy and most likely, addictive. It was even more addictive than Tobacco, GFD! And having Pho is like having sex, not real sex, but the pleasuring experience of it! I had never tasted Pho before, and neither heard of it. Maybe I'll head overseas when I'm older to taste the overwhelming taste of Pho!

After that, Mr Sandhu showed us a power point of a short story on Sand and Stone. All I find from this story is..

Carve your good memories on a stone, so that it will never be erased and will be there for eternity...
...and write your bad memories on sand, so that wind will blow it away to erase every single one in your mind.

I find this really meaningful and quotable quotes can be extracted from it! That's about it.

After that was Maths. I felt as if I did Mr Kung wrong. He sounded real stressed, and quite possibly living a life full of living hell. I felt really guilty. I find him really a great role model to teachers, as in, sacrificing Saturdays for your own class! I mean, which teacher would even do that, and frequently, to add on! Yeah, he's a great teacher. I salute him for his sacrificial deeds, and his care and concern for us, 4D and 4E!

After school, I went to the classroom block on the second floor for Scouts. Me and the Sec 5 Ventures were supposed to teach the Sec 2s on Advanced Scout Standard. I need a refreshed knowledge on it, so I'll need to bring it home for further analysis! Haha!

Went home after Scouts, but it was raining heavily.. So I was drenched like hell before I even stepped into home! Free shower! LOL.

Okay that's about it today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Such sad skies. GFD!

Good evening!

Today was awesome, in a weird way. I was rather hyped up today for no reason, really! I started saying hi to friends, which i had never done before. It was really weird, it's like Mr Sunshine possessed me or something! Well, today, i reached school at around 8.15am, i think. I rushed to the bookshop as the queue is getting shorter. When i was in front of the queue, Hock Zheng came and asked whether i can cut queue for him. LOL, i just said that after i bought my stuffs, you can take my spot. After a while, a lot of more other guys started saying my name, begging me to buy for them.. ROFL..

The first lesson was Chinese, basically, nothing to do. Kenneth kept on forcing me to speak Chinese, but really, i speak Chinese, really badly.. It was not a frequent language i use at home. I speak Chinese to my mum, but she's hardly at home. So i could only speak English with my maid, so that's strongly the reason my English is good!

After Chinese was Physics! Many of us deemed it as doomsday, a period to die for, a jump-off-the-building period, die-die-will-die period bla bla bla.. But but, after the 2 periods, all i saw was typical Hong Liang and his super duper, timings! I known him since Sec 1, and Patrol Leader Council for a year, so i know how is his attitude like. So, as you can see, his last T was timing, which is one of the most important factor for him, because he wants every minute, every second to be used wisely! So today we played with Ammeters, Voltmeters, Rheostats bla bla bla.

Conclusion? I think this time, i'll surely pass my Physics. 101%

Recess time, as usual, sat outside the classroom block and waited for entry. No idea why we can't stay in the classrooms this year, it's not as if we making much noise for the classes below or something.. I guess Mr Kung has a special reason for this!

D&T was next. OMGOMGOMG, i started making my products already! Otherwise, i'll have to go back for extra lessons in June. Time to rushhhh!

That's all for today..

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Back to the place where i belong..

Good evening!

Today's Springcleaning Sunday! Haha, as usual, just cleared up rubbishes in my room and wait for the garang guni man to come and buy it. Nothing much to update though, just wanna share something and a song, a great song, about home.

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Top 10 Worst Endings in Video Games!

1. The one that says "GAME OVER: RETRY?"

2. After the last boss fight, the game fades to black, throws up some white text and roll credits to cheap digital music: THE END.

3. You walk into some castle and fireworks go off. CAN YOU SPELL L-A-M-E?

4. After conquering dozens of dungeons filled with untold treasures, you return to be a farmer. Who wrote this?

5. The volcano erupts and the folks are warped to a waiting boat. More predictable than Armageddon.

6. The whole building/army base/haunted house/hospital/laboratory explodes. And you get out just in time. LOLWUT?!

7. You fight a dozen demons, slay a ton of dragons and they give you a... CAKE.

8. Suddenly the sky parts and the sun floods the field. What happened to the damn monsters?

9. You completed all 40 levels of the game and a giant bubble swallows you and carries you towards the moon. OMFGWTFBBQ?

10. The most epic ending:
You're sleep deprived. You can't see straight. You're malnourished from a diet of burgers. You have blisters on your thumbs from completing unspeakably routine, menial tasks. After 60 hours, after you've beaten the last boss, you get a message that says: "Congratulations, you've completed the game!"

Enjoy! I personally find No. 7 stupidly hilarious! HAHAHAHAHA! CAKEEEEE LULZ!

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Current blog song: Home by Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

[Chorus]
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

[Chorus]
So I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

[Chorus]
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Just gotta love this song. It's one of my favorites while listening in the bus. Somehow, i always listen to this song before returning home, just to remind myself how important home is. Home is the safest place for us people!

Instead of going out so often, learn to spend time with your family, even with your siblings. People like me, don't even have siblings and both my parents are separated, not divorced. Please be glad that you have siblings.. Even now, i'm wishing for an adopted or god sibling! Learn to treasure your family before they pass on, otherwise you'll regret not spending time well with your family. Sigh..

Anyway, that's all.

Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

What a depressing day..

Good evening!

The reason why i did not went for the Maths lesson today was because i had some last minute errands to do. But this kind of reason will not get me a pass from Mr Kung, so i'll have to think of something else. Booos to the guys who kept on saying, "YOU WILL DIE! YOU WILL DIE!", because i never came for it today. BOOO!

Ok back to today.. Judging from my post title, today's a rather depressing day. Why?

Because of this!







DARK CLOUDS FOR THE BOOOO-ERS!

It didn't even rain much today, despite the uber darkened clouds! Dark clouds are signs of sadness and sorrow, according to my friend, who's rather superstitious in these kind of stuffs. Dark clouds represents the darkness inside a heart, waiting to be unleashed, by killing or doing bad things. The rain that drops down from the dark skies are tears of a broken heart, thereby fixing the problems and going back to normal, in which, normal = clear skies.

Rain coming down from bright, clear skies are tears of joy, which are a rarity. Although all this sounded like crap, it maybe true in some ways. Believe it or not, it's your choice!

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I want to share something about computer maintenance. It's about maintaining your computer's longevity and quite possibly, an out-of-the-box performance, if you know what i mean.

Before reading this, you may want to download some Anti-Spywares and a fully updated Anti-Virus software. 1 Anti-Spyware program isn't enough, you'll need about 3-4 of them, because all them have different Spyware definitions. By having 3-4 Anti-Spywares, you can be sure that your computer is completely freed of horrible spywares.

Tip: Try to run a computer maintenance once a week, or once a month. By doing this weekly or monthly, you can be sure that you won't be able to purchase another computer just because your previous computer got pwnt by some Trojan, Worm, Spyware or Keylogger.

NOTE that before doing this, restart your computer and login into your Administrator account (If you have one). If not, login normally.

Links to softwares will be provided below the steps.

Step 1 - Open up all your Anti-Spyware, Anti-Virus softwares, and update them. This is necessary because new viruses/spywares are being made as i type. It's important to update them to get a perfect scan on your computer.

Step 2 - Switch off your internet or disable it by using ZoneAlarm. This prevents hackers from damaging your computer while you are scanning. I believe that you are most vulnerable when you are scanning because your computer takes up loads of memory while scanning. Because of that, it allows hackers to get into your computer, easily.

Step 3 - Start off by running the Anti-Virus first. Make sure your internet is disabled/locked before doing this.

Step 4 - After scanning with Anti-Virus, run all your Anti-Spywares. Don't run them all at once, run them separately, otherwise it may cause your computer to take up unnecessary space whie scanning. Be shocked to see a big number of spywares if you have been watching pornography recently.

Step 5 - Run CCleaner or any Registry Cleaner software.

Step 6 - Defragment your computer using Diskeeper or JkDefrag. Do not use the Windows Defragmenter as it is not effective.

Optional,
Step 7 - Empty your recycling bin and restart your computer (If you want).

Anti-Spyware/Virus software links.
Anti-Virus
AVG Free - It's a good software, free of charge, free updates and very effective.
Avast! - Another effective software, and it's free of charge.

Anti-Spywares
Ad-Aware - A good software, but isn't good at detecting harmful spywares.
A-Squared Free - A free software that is good at detecting P2P program spywares, like LimeWire, Ares, iMesh etc.
Spybot S&D - My favorite software, it removes harmful spywares and it's very fast.
TrojanHunter - Removes Trojans, Spywares and MalWare. 30 days trial.
X-Scanner-Online - It detects most spywares other softwares missed. Recommended, and it's an online scan.

Firewalls
ZoneAlarm - A good Firewall that blocks most hackers and it provides internet locks for emergency purposes. It block programs from entering into your computer.

Defragmenters
JkDefrag - A simple to use, tool. Just open it and let it do its magic.
Diskeeper - An online Defragmenter that's just as good as JkDefrag.

Registry Cleaners
CCleaner - You'll be addicted to this, really. It cleans up useless files and unused programs, and it comes with a registry cleaner! Be sure to see a big number if you just plucked your computer out of the dust!

Web Browser:
Most people use Microsoft Internet Explorer because it comes bundled with their computers. And because most people use Internet Explorer, most viruses are made specifically for Internet Explorer users. I highly recommend downloading Firefox, a free web-browser with better security than Internet Explorer, faster and more reliable with better features.

Credits to MyTrickster.net and Silkroad Forums for the maintenance information.

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Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

A Learning Journey to the Singapore Polytechnic!

Hey hey hey! I had a wonderful day at the Singapore Polytechnic today! I could pretty much assume that that's the Polytechnic i'll be going in the future. It's very convenient, it's near Dover MRT station (It's far from Novena, but hell, i'm already used to long rides anyway). Hopefully there will be more people from Gan Eng Seng heading into Singapore Polytechnic!

While walking back to class today, i dropped my class diary on the stairs. But the students just didn't care and walked over it, some did step on it intentionally. To the person who stepped on the diary on purpose, i hope nobody helps you if you dropped your books or documents. Thanks Boon Keat for helping me pick up the diary while herds of students walked up, and sorry that i stained your pants too!

So today, i only had 2 periods of Maths and that's all. We headed out at around 9.20am, in catered buses. Slept in the bus, listening to music and etc. 4NT, 4NA and the 5NA classes were going there, i was glad to see my old friends still kicking and speaking vulgarities! Hahaha! We arrived at the Polytechnic, in front of the concourse. Then we walked all the way to the mini-factory situated along the designing blocks. Singapore Polytechnic sure did bring back some memories, like the Rover's Campfire!

Some pictures taken!


Digital Vernier Calipers! Style..


Danial trimming the plastic mask, after it was used for vacuum forming.


The vacuum former. That's the instructor's hand btw.


Danial with the mask on.. He looked like he had cum on his face. LOL.


Factory walkway.. The boys are sorta flaunting their butts.


Complicated machinery! Wonder when am i gonna operate them?


Danial's face got flattened! By our hands! Me and Mun Tat's.


Bottles production area.


Mini bottles!


Waste! Someone said these looked like condoms.. LOL.


The insides of the machine.


Forgotten what material or substance was used for making this..


The instructor mixing chemicals to make that "material".


It's kinda fun to make these..


Separation.


Some end products!


Mun Tat tried take a pic. But failed.

That's all for today!
Thanks for visiting and may God bless you!

Rain rain rain..

Good evening! It has been raining lately so it has been rather cold. I don't feel cold, because i have a layer of embedded armor! My shoes are getting really dirty already and it only has been a few days since i bought them!

Anyway, back to today.. Actually didn't feel like blogging, but well anyway.. yeah.

It was raining hard today, right at the moment i left my house, it started raining. When i reached school, it's only 6.25am.. Yeah, came too early and i only saw Robin sitting at the general office's study area and some teachers talking amongst each other. So i just sat down and waited. Then Weiyuan came and we talked crap. I had to draw the key so i went there and the auntie scolded me for apparent reason.. I'm only signing the freaking form, only to get scolded by her. What has the world come to?!

First 2 periods were Maths. I finally understood the purposes of Sine and Cosine rules. I learn very slow, really. Well, it can't be helped, i learn slow but if i master it, it will be on my mind, always. Can tell that Mr Kung is speeding up his teaching speed by a lot, but i bet the teachers or lecturers at Polytechnics are way faster, and harder to catch up!

Next was another 3, vexing periods of D&T. Tomorrow the D&T pupils will be going to the Singapore Polytechnic for a design practical session, i think. We will be released super early, around 8.30am! Meaning, we will only be in the first period! I know what you guys are thinking, hahahaha. But i'll bring my books, just in case it gets canceled or something..

After D&T was Chinese, just helped the teacher to set up the CD player. And then slacked. Oh yeah, sorry Jiemin for sabotaging you to carry the CD player! Haha, won't do it again..

Recess time, just slacked.

CD period was next. Some people's seats were changed, for better and the worse. I thought that Miss Pang was gonna cry, and when i put on my glasses, she's not. Must be my wild imagination.. Well, she grew stronger ever since last year so yeah, the results are in front of your eyes.

English was next! This English periods are the ones i look forward to almost everyday! 2 periods per day except Monday, it's good enough! Mr Sandhu's lessons are so interesting and funny! He has had to be one of the best English teachers around. Anyway, we did a crossword puzzle and some cloze passages. After that, we played a frog game.. Kinda funny how Mr Sandhu say "Bang! Bang!" to the students who didn't solve the puzzle! HAHAHA! It's damn funny.. When it's almost ending, he showed us a powerpoint slide of what we experienced almost everyday, and it's compared to what the people in Africa's facing.

If i said 7 million people died, would you care or something? To some, not. Mainly because 7 million is merely just a figure. Only a handful of people care for countries outside of Singapore. My maid's country, Philippines has encountered lots of floods and earthquakes, but she's fortunate that her children are living in an area where it's safe. And the twin tower disaster in September 11, 2001, was one of the worst tragedy that ever happened to USA. So please, perform a short prayer to the people around the world, who has encountered worse situations than us. This paragraph is dedicated to my Trickster friend, who's living in Japan right now. He has suffered knee injuries and fractured arms. Wish you all the best, buddy.

After school, went for CLB in H1-02. Been waiting like hell, and no teachers came. So me, Chungaik and Jasper decided to leave. I went to the canteen and saw Safwan, Daniel and Risheng. Haven't talked to Safwan for a long time.. So we chatted a lot, with Qihao eating his rice and listening. We talked about a lot of things, songs and the artistes! Hahaha, it's somewhat funny too! Then Ziqi came, and we suddenly talked about cars. Qihao was meddling with my phone, and suddenly Miss Pang called me. She said that why didn't i went for CLB. I waited for damn long! Haha, i never get scolded, but instead the CLB class was shifted to Friday, after school, not sure about the venue, gonna ask Miss Pang tomorrow.

That's all for today!
Gonna expect lots of pictures at the Singapore Polytechnic!

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Tired..

Too tired to blog today..

Monday; the start of school..

I woke up at 5am this morning, reason being, i'm not used to waking up late for school. I always wake up early, and arrive in school 20-30 minutes before the school starts. So i had like 2 hours of free time to waste until i go to school. Watched a movie in Movie6, bathed and then headed for school.

Haha, the bus is not so crowded today! Usually, the bus gets packed at around 6.3oam and i really hate crowded buses! I went up the bus and only saw one Gessian and a teacher. I reached the school, and it was so empty, except for the piles of Sec1s queuing up at the bookshop.. I walked around and saw Syed, sitting at the study area outside of the General Office. Then Zhixun came later, and we all went into the canteen. Zul came, and then Danial came, and more came (LOLWTF AM I SAYING).

When it's almost time for assembly, me and Danial went to the arena. By the time we reached the arena, the sun was already shining on us! Then went up to class soon after.

The first 2 periods were English. We were supposed to do a 5-paragraph essay, with Mr Sandhu's help. He said that this standard of English which we wrote in the essay, is only enough for just a pass! (51+). Vocabulary dictionary PLEASE!

The next period is History, and it's quite possibly the worst period of the month.. The period itself, is basically pointless. So i just slept, not really paying attention though.. Although i'm rather worried about my History marks.

CME aka CD period was next. We were supposed to choose a charity organization for our CIP. We chose the TOUCH thingy for organization and planned for it. The other choices wasn't that great, most of them requires endurance, like the Flag Day and Carnival. So we decided a Tea Party on Mother's Day for 30 frail elderly! It's on May though, and it seems pretty far away..

Recess was next. Sat next to Chungaik and pretend to pat him as if he was crying, LOL. Then Mengci ate some kind of egg, and Zhixun came to disturb! Then Mengci swallowed the whole egg i think, her face was damn red! It's almost as if she's suffocating from the egg! Zhixun kept making those gurgling sounds to Mengci, it was damn LOL. After that, some of our old friends from 3D last year came to visit us! Yingpin told me that this year's 3D was definitely worse than ours! Good luck to them, show them the power of 3D 07! LMAO.

Maths was next, fast-paced and straightforward. That's the Mr Kung we know, muahahaha.

After that was Chinese, i had nothing to do with it, so boooo yeah!

After school, had to meet Hong Liang for some Scout thingy. 5th April is our promotion date! Meaning all Sec 4s will be promoted to Venture status. Can't describe Venture, but it's like a much more slack job than a normal Scout. The purpose for Sec 4s to be promoted into Ventures to start early preparations for "N" and "O" levels.

Well, that's all for today..

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Sunday!

Sunday's my favorite day. I can stay at home and do whatever i want! I try my best to deny all invitations on outings on Sundays, unless it's something fun! I always reserve my Sundays for the last minute touch-ups and things that i cannot do during the weekdays. It mainly consists of computer maintenance, doing homework, shaving my beard, washing of shoes blablabla. I'm the type who like to clean, tidy up and other household chores! Weird habit for a guy huh?

The sky was pretty dark today, but it didn't rain. This doesn't really happen all the time, more like once in a blue moon. I assume my side isn't raining, but maybe the other areas do. So despite the angry atmosphere, i still carried on doing my housework.

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Desktop of January 08! Bleach Theme!

Current song playing: Remember - FLOW (Naruto OST)

Lyrics (Translated):

Strum the tune of your existance
And sing that you’re here
A new journey is beginning now

Each of the ever-changing seasons
We live through
Gives us wisdom and strength
(Just looks like a survival game)
But when it comes to the love we left behind
In the flow of time
We’ve even forgotten how to forget about it

When I began to crumble I learned what loneliness was
And then we met, we’re not alone

Lay your feelings bare
Along with the huge love nyou feel
The tears you cry will change your destiny
Let your heartbeat echo through the dark
We’re sure to meet
At the flag of that same pain

I wandered, trying to find
Something precious that wouldn’t change
Amid my ever-changing memories

Meeting you at the edge of oblivion
Gave me a small but sure warmth

Lay your feelings bare
Along with the huge love nyou feel
The tears you cry will change your destiny
Let your heartbeat echo through the dark
We’re sure to meet
At the flag of that same pain

Lay your feelings bare
Along with the huge love nyou feel
The tears you cry will change your destiny
Let your heartbeat echo through the dark
We’re sure to meet

Strum the tune of your existance
And sing that you’re here
Let it ring out into the red moonlit sky

That's all for today.. Nothing much to update.

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Dunks!

Woke up pretty early today, around 9am i guess. The purpose of me waking up early, is to play Silkroad! After that, went to bath and headed for school.

I went up to the classrooom, and saw Chungaik and Derrick, arriving earlier than me! Then, Chungaik asked me to draw the class key. In the end, Mr Kung already drew the key and when we went up, Mr Kung's inside already! Grrr, so much for the effort..

The Maths extra lesson was put to good use. It was more of a refresher course! At least i remembered most of my formulas which i forgotten after those 2 months of holidays.. It is good having Mr Kung as a Maths teacher! Other Maths teachers i know, wouldn't go until this extent to even tutor the whole class! =D

After that, went to Safra's bowling alley to play 1 game of bowling. I was expecting 2-3 since that's normal amount of games i play anyway.. But i cannot blame the others, since they were not prepared nor even told beforehand that we are going bowling. All this were prepared last minute. This is the first time i played with my new friends, used to play with my old friends a lot of times.. Derrick was good, Chungaik counted on his luck, and Jiemin.. *speechless* LOL. Nevermind, practice makes perfect! I got the highest in the game.. Nothing to be proud of, considering 100 score a pretty low mark for intermediates..

I even noticed that most of the guys already left before even half of the bowling game.. Maybe bowling isn't their game, i guess.. After that, Derrick left, leaving only me, Chungaik and Jiemin, confused about what to do. Me and Chungaik decided to buy a pair of shoes from Queensway, so here we go again, taking the bus ride all the way to Queensway.. I bought a pair of Nike Air Dunks, Red and Gray colors respectively. I just bought it for it's longevity, not the design..

Chungaik begged me to go Anchorpoint with him and Jiemin, to see some pets.. I wasn't a pet lover though, i kinda disliked being forced.. But they are my friends, so me being the eldest there, i shouldn't be acting like some nerd or something, LOL. =D

Walked around.. Bla bla bla.. Then it rained. Why does it always have to rain at the wrong time? Maybe God's against me for something, LMAO. Anyway, i took the 195 bus to Queenstown MRT and took the train ride to home!

I'm glad i bought new shoes. My old pair of shoes have very little friction, thus allowing me to fall while walking on slippery grounds.. I almost fell, near my house market! I was like, "Phew, WTF..".

Went home straight after that.

My leg's kinda pain now, maybe due to all the walking and stuff. I admit i had become much weaker. Need to exercise, build up my leg muscles and slim down.. I heard that skipping any of the 3 meals a day, will lead to low blood sugar, which increases the effect of hunger. In fact, eating 3 meals a day does not make you overweight, since it's your daily consumption! Rumor has it that people who skip breakfast are more likely to be overweight, than average.

That's all for today!
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