Damn today..
My hands now hurt like (*#()&%@#*&@#*!
2 blisters and 1 slashed by a machete a.k.a parang.
Hurts..
Like my heart..

Stabbed..
Or maybe broken?

Did not went for tuition today..
Was that a right decision?
I have a high possibility of retaining this year..
No..
I don't want that..
I don't want to disappoint my mother..
There are a lot of obstacles in my way..
Like Scouts..
Time table..?
Nah.. It doesn't work for me..
I just need someone close and helping me..

Maybe i deserve it...

Who knows..