I'm happy at last.

Suying, finally you emailed me. I was so worried for you, for at least a week. I didn't have the mood to even play games, because everything.. seems incomplete without you around. I couldn't raise my spirits after the day you were gone. I just couldn't stop loving you. I missed every single day we spent together, as great buddies. I would like to say.. thanks for making my days worthwhile. I was pessimistic then, till you arrived from nowhere and still remember my face after all these years.. Whenever I had troubles, you were there to be my listening ear. And.. I'll never forget all the times we had during pre-examination tuition, tickle you, pat you and all sorts. Never-ending laughter..

I hope you are doing well in the USA, it's gonna be hard adapting without you, but it's okay. Study hard and I'll study hard too. I will pursue my dreams and goals in life. Suying, before I end this.. I always wanted to say this.. After all, I have been saying this phrase almost everyday after my birthday.

I love you.. Suying.
Take care of yourself.

~

Happy Birthday Mum!

You are the best mum anyone could ask for! Sorry for scoring so badly for the Mid Year examinations.. I really regretted it, but because of some personal matters, yeah. Right now, you're my one and only, kin. I'll take care of you, get a good job and give you a good life after your retirement. It's gonna be hard, I know. We faced hardships before, right? This would be nothing!

I love you, my precious mother!

~

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Springcleaning for the holidays!

Today's really a busy day.
Too bad.. It's only PART 1 of springcleaning. There's tomorrow too.

Reason for springcleaning.. Is to freshen up my studying environment for the rest of the holidays. So I arranged my tables and other things in a rather comfortable manner. I have not done the in-depth cleaning yet, that will be tomorrow.. After tomorrow, then I'll be free to do whatever I want.. But of course, main priority is to do intensive revision and then play.

Well, gotta read up my History book again..

Goodnight.
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Last day of school

It's the last day of school today.. But, I'm kinda missing it now. Rofl, can you believe it?

Anyway, everyday, starting from today will be a busy day..

Some lame checklist I wrote today..
1) Getting my Fujin character to 105 ASAP.
2) Exercise one hour a day, from 6am to 7am.
3) Finish all my mock exams.
4) Go out at least once. Hopefully to be occupied the whole day! Need to chill..
5) Extreme revision for Physics. (Cos of the mock exam Mr Chan's gonna give after the holidays)
6) Finishing my D&T folio for N level marking, artifact and presentation boards, during the second week of June.
7) Revamp my room.
8) Revise for other subjects, i.e Maths, Science and English.

Not a long one, but it's possible to finish all of it.

Well, I'll be reading up my History book now.
Gotta sacrifice a lot for the N levels..

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Finally it rained!

It's the second last day of school today, and it rained! Finally, the heat from the surroundings are cooled down.. Seriously, it's been way too hot during the past few days!

David Cook won the American Idol 2008! WOOT! Go rockstars~
Manchester United won the Champions League finals!

Anyway..

Since January 1 till now.. Everything has changed. Lots of people changed, some still remained the way they are, more mature or more immature. There's been lots of obstacles for 4D to face. And this year also marks the first time I initiate a relationship with probably the only person I'm missing now, Suying. It's been tough, tolerating extreme criticism and lots of stupid accusations from people, saying how I'm inferior to Suying in terms of education level and wealth, especially her goddamn ill-hearted father. I know, I know, wealth and education level is important to you, still, nothing beats the true feelings of each other. And now that you forced your own daughter to travel overseas with you, you're nothing but trash. Learn to give your daughter freedom, she's not a kid anymore and she can decide on her own.

Alright.. Enough of that rant. Some people in the class just doesn't change. You know, the well-known absentees or latecomers happening practically everyday. Maybe a leopard cannot change its spots. And, love. Somehow, there's quite a lot of love in the class lately, speaking from my honest view. This question always invades my mind, "Why love if you can't love?". Meaning? You love for the sake of loving? You HAD 5-6 girlfriends before and none of them suits you at all? And those words of love are simply bullshit if you are only writing them to purely yourself. Why lie to yourself.. IN THE FIRST PLACE, why lie if you can't keep the lie to yourself forever? Haha, sorry, this topic is way too sensitive for me.

And pessimists.. You know who you are. Why picture life at such a sad outlook? If you do anticipate the worst, you WILL face the worst! Be optimistic, look forward to the next day and always, always feel happy. I know life's a bitch, but hey, if you hate life so much, why don't you kill yourself, instead of imbuing yourself with drama that definitely won't get you a Golden Horse award. Conclusion? To hell with pessimism and bring in the ever-so-cheerful optimism! Life's a bitch, but you can change it! All you need is your hands, and your clever brains to create your future. Remember, the future is yours to create, not some fictional.. fate or mother nature thingy whatsoever.

Well..
That's all for my long post.
Tomorrow's the last day of school and GESS Carnival! I maybe staying back for the carnival for awhile, to support Danial and his band in the Live Your Dream thingy!

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Still sick

Good evening!
As I'm still sick, I won't be updating much. But tomorrow, I'll post longer. It's tough typing and sneezing at the same time.. Zzz..

Yeah, tags will be replied tomorrow.. Don't tag so much, it's hard to reply all.

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Quick update..

Hey good morning!

Just a quick update of my examination results..
And.. There's nothing for me to be proud of, anyway.

English: *Overall Marks to be announced next Tuesday*
Maths: 55/100
Comb. Humanities: 16/100
Comb. Science: 32/100
D&T: 33/100

Yeah, I failed Mid Year. Kinda discouraging, but I'll have to sacrifice a lot of my holidays to catch up with others. Take note that I did not study for the Mid Year, honestly speaking, if I did revise, the outcome would be different. Plain lazy, obviously. I can pretty much say that I'll pass only my English and Maths. English because of my Paper 1 and Oral, I passed Paper 1 and I gotten an A1 for Oral. Maths because I already passed it, ROFL. I unexpectedly failed D&T because I have yet to finish my project folio since it carries more marks in conversion rate than the theory paper, the theory paper is just nuts.

My two hopeless subjects, Humanities and Science, needs to be pumped with Nitrous Oxide (LOL, joking). I gotten a gist of how to answer in both SBQ and SEQ, thanks to Jieying. Right now, I have to capture a lot of stories and pointers from the SS and History books, during this holidays.

And lastly, for Science. I still have a hard time understanding Physics, but I know memorizing formulas and the definitions will help me out one way or another in the future examinations. For Chemistry, usually I have no problem in it, maybe for this case, since I did not study, flunked it totally.

Time for intensive studying during the holidays..
Updating more in the evening, and tags will be replied later on too.

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Republic Polytechnic open house!

After school today, me, Hock and Danial went to Republic Polytechnic for their open house! Omg, RP is so cool. The facilities are freaking awesome! And I met some of our old boys/girls from Gan Eng Seng inside! Overall, the place is really cool, they even have an XBOX room, library cum cafe and free laptop charging area! The whole campus is called, "Agora", I think. Kinda cool name.

Anyway, we received some stuffs from the school..

The "Stress" Ball. LUL.


Some paper handbag.


A shirt. (Obviously I need to slim down, to wear it..)
I love this kind of class t-shirts.. Free design and more better looking than jerseys..


Back. We went to RP Open House!


RP Lanyard.

My fate is decided. I'm aiming for RP man! Better work hard from now onwards!

I'm tired now. Will reply tags tomorrow.
Because, I walked home since its peak hour that time, and standing inside the bus for long hours kinda hurts.

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