Here i am again, voicing out my troubles. Today was supposed to be a tuition day for me, and suddenly, i'm needed for scouts. How i wish the tuition started at 5pm. Too bad the scouts ended late and i didn't notice the time. During scouts, i have to do 20 push-ups. Knowing that my weight had increased alot, i'll be torturing my arms and my back. And it really happened, my arms felt numb and my back hurts. I wondered how am i gonna go for tuition.

While going home, i met my tuition teacher on the way to MDIS. I should have called him but i did not bring my phone. My sincere apologies, Mr Huang..

I had to think of a white lie to not make my mother angry for not going tuition. But it did not work, and got scolded for who-the-fuck-knows. I was so angry and was at my boiling point. Could she just understand my situation. I'm like, juggling between scouts and my tuition. I'm so totally filled tuitions on a week. Need to meet Mr Low for Maths remedial and Mr Huang for Maths too. Monday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday were the days definitely not to be taken. Man, i feel super TIGHT.

What can i do.. My mother doesn't even understand me. I'm already trying so hard. Well, whatever. Life is life. Whatever comes around, goes around. Life's real unfair. You could get sacked from your boss for doing nothing. Very "fair" right?

Imagine getting sacked when your colleague backstabbed you just because you are a saviour. Don't you feel like murdering the person? Why do even these type of people exist.. Even in MapleStory, there are a lot of these types. Scammers, hackers, act-gangsters and super-proud people. All these people are the type that makes your life fucked up. No peace.

Please for goodness sake. Please listen to what people had to say first before you even make a stupid conclusion. It will make you look like a fool. So please.

The End. I'm sleeping now.

All You Wanted by Michelle Branch

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

need help..

Oh man.. I need help in making blogskins..
Like.. An example of a CSS StyleSheet?
Please anyone out there.. I really want to learn..
If you've some nice and easy-to-follow tutorials about making blogkins..
Do send it to my mail: s0phisticated24@yahoo.com.sg

Thanks alot people!

Hey guys!
Please do not worry about me anymore..
I'm somewhat back to normal la..
And thanks for all those encouragements in the tagbox..
I really aint got the time to reply all the people in there..
So, now..
I will say..
THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!
You guys are worth it..!

Man, haven been blogging damn long.. Guess it's just some stress or whatever..

Anyway, i'll continue blogging around the last week of November..

Till then,
Ta~ta!

the day of frustration

The report books are somewhat out already. But Mrs Lin took them back. o.O? And ya, i saw the " Retained at S3 (NORMAL) " phrase. Man, when i look at it, i felt very cold. The more i look at it, the more i wanna cry. Guess this is what you would call emotional breakdown or whatever. I chose this path and i will take it. Next year, hopefully all the students in my new class are slackers in their studies, hehe *evil laughs*. And i will take the throne of being the top next year, WAHAHAHAHA!

But now, i can feel the gap between my friends and me. Well, of course we'll still see each other before school starts and after schools. I will always watch the class play soccer in the street soccer court. Yeah xD!

Then, after school at around 3pm, went to my mother's stall to help out. She was shorthanded, and needed help. Nah, it's occasional. I felt very sorry for my mother. She rocks! She's the superwoman! Haha..

One more thing, maybe i'll lose some weight during the holidays to liven up my confidence and looks. 'Cause i look too flabby on the sides xD. Mum says: I looked nice, but seeing my figure, she said, walaoeh. LOL. Hopefully the haze would be driven away, and then i can have peace running around my block.

And finally, i played Maple for an hour. Didn't want to play o2 jam nor AuditionSEA, reason being, my hands are tired and playing fastest finger games will make me go psycho. I found that Stepmania is much more fun than o2 jam. No offence xD!

Haha, i gotta go now. Watching Inuyasha now xD!

Thanks for visiting my blog and may God bless you!

Haha.. I felt okay =)

Anyway, thanks gary, carmel and jiayi for comforting me in the taggy! Really, thanks a lot xD

Back to today.. I felt very happy and somewhat, sad.. Man, this feeling really sucks. It feels like i got spilted into halve.. The whole day, i'm just blasting metal songs to my ears.. Kinda pain, haha.. Then played maple, 1 minute only logged out.. Guessed i've got a lot of stuffs in my head..

Miracle? Ha.. Hope it happens.. Miracle is the only hope i got right now.. Haha..

Anyway, gotta sleep now..

Thanks for visiting my blog and may God bless you!

a bad dream that came true

Well.. Today isn't another good day for me. I just know that i have been high in my spirits for only 3 days. And Mrs Lin told me the bad news. I may have a chance of retaining.. My chances of promoting is like 1 out of 100. Man, she cried.. Seeing her cried, i also cried.. I did not know what happened to me. My hands suddenly feel cold.. People were like looking at me and thinking why in the blue hell am i crying..

Because i'm gonna retain..

Why?
Cant the science help me gain my pass? It was 42/100, the overall. Crap man. I felt defeated.. I wonder what will the others think of me.. Brainless asshole? I'm just plain lazy and didn't cared about revising. Seeing how Mrs Lin cried, i cant take it.. She's like, blaming herself for everything the class done.. Please, Mrs Lin, do not take this to heart..

Well, of course i gotta accept the fact that i'm retaining.. Although i'm retaining, i still hope my friends in 3b will stick together as always. Dont leave me alone just because i'm the odd one out ya..

As always, i will stay happy and work towards my goal to promoting to sec 4!

Thanks for visiting my blog and may God bless you!