I'm still lamenting today.
The feeling in me just wants me to punch the freaking wall.
I should not have retain, whether for a good or bad cost.
If i stayed on, i could have become a Venture and continue my studies.
Yeah, i really feel like slapping myself now.
Hey, actually, i already did it.
I deserve it.
It's all my fault, all my wrong doings, all my laziness.
Why can't i just wake up last year.
And now, i tried my best to fight for becoming a Venture.
The expression on Hong Liang's face just killed me.
I do not wish retain another year.
My foundation for almost all my subjects is so low, that i can even fail a Sec 2 Maths exam.
My hope in getting into Ventures is so that i can concentrate on my studies and have more time to tutor Swee Hong as a PL.
Hong Liang, if you are reading this, although you will not, i really want to be a Venture.
Please don't compare me with Weijie, he has not even perform his term of office and i already done so.
If Weijie complains, i'll compensate him for sure.
All i need is more free time, more time to study, more time to rest.

I'm still scared.
My brain's still racking.
My heart is beating slowly.
I'm not calm.
I'm not happy, that's for sure.
I'm feel like there are thorns stuck all over my head.
You try to pluck them all, but to no avail, it's impossible to pluck them all without a mirror.
That mirror, is my only hope.
That only hope..
.. has just vanished.

Don't wish to talk about school today.
Every thing's just fucked up.
I prayed so hard to become a Venture.
Some how, i just feel that Hong Liang's toying with me.
I do not like it.
I want a definite answer.
An answer that would solve all my sorrows and pain.
You can't expect me to drag this long.
Please.
A straight answer is all i need.

Btw, this is about Scouts.
Anyway, bye guys.

Yo! I'm blogging today!

It rained today. Kind of happy since we do not have to assemble on the arena for that crappy reading period. I stayed at the 4th floor till the doors open. When the doors are opened, just went inside and act normal. Listen to MP3 and wait till the anthem starts. Derrick asked me to imagine if the anthem is changed to The Anthem by Good Charlotte. LOL!

First period was PE? I almost forgot that the time table have changed once again. Mr Yooooohan took over the PE period. Hey, his name is cool, way cool! Then he talked about the Physics stuff which we are supposed to do like 2 weeks ago. Nothing to do in this period though, talked about Sec 3 camp with Swee Hong.

Second period was English. Mr Chan handed back the spelling test which was done a few days ago. I got about 5 wrong ones and we are supposed to re-write the sentence twice and the word once. Swee Hong's paper got all wrongs and i've got nothing to say but GOOD GAME!

Third and Fourth period was Physics. Ms Leng revised on the Speed Time Graph to the class. Just full concertration in the lesson, didn't want to make trouble for her as she always picks on me!

Recess, stayed in class and listened to MP3. Didn't slept well last night so i slept in the class!

CME was next. Btw, Edwin left school already? Man, he rocked but it's all too fast. Anyway, Ms Leng took over our lesson and insists that we do our revision. The next relief teacher goes by the name of Ms Tho. At least, i can talk with Kaijie and Muntat about MU online. Boring all the way.

Maths was next. Mr Kung was sweating like hell. During the lesson, Zhixun got sabotaged by one of his friends and accidentally went into the class. Mr Kung screamed at him and got him to stand at the back of the class. Zhixun's subject teacher had to fetch him from Mr Kung's lesson. LMAO. I noticed black ink spilled on Mr Kung's right arm. I wonder how he did that!

After school, went for International Friendship Day rehearsal, which is coming this Friday. Acted as flag bearers and watched international dance club danced their way in the arena. They were cool, man!

After that, had PLC about the next batch of PLC. I was kind of shocked as Choon Lian told me that i may not become a Venture. Hey, i'm like "WTF?". Please man, if i'm staying in PLC for another year, then say man! Don't keep it in your darned hearts. The longer you keep it, the more pain i'll get.

Got screwed by Hong Liang as we left school late. Me, Choon Lian, Shunhui and Qihao were caught. Qihao was caught half-naked, dont know how the hell he got half-naked. We were supposed to run 10 rounds around the field, but in the end we did not. Hong Liang let us off with that "happy-but-angry" face expression. Seriously, i can't understand him. I don't know what he wants.. He's like always using SUC as a threat. WTF.

Anyway, gotta sleep now.
Bye.

Yo all!
Happy Good Friday to all of you!

Anyway back to topic.
I was playing MU today morning since i had to leave at 5pm for the PLC farewell dinner. I was kinda pissed while playing MU today. There was this guy named ESPERE who pk-ed me just because i looted his 2m. It was just when i picked up the money then he pk-ed me. And then pk-ed me the second time when i'm at the entrance.

Kaijie wanted to plvl me today when i'm lvl 80. We went to LT6. There was this irritating no life fucker who kept on saying, "hey noob ass, my spot. get lost". I feel like slapping his face in real life. There were noobs trying to ks me, and so i pk-ed them. My name got red, and then i got pk-ed by a dark horse rider. Fuck him man, he made me drop my Adamantine Armor +9, Option and Luck. Freaking extra.

To relieve that anger of mine, i went to sleep and woke up at 4pm. Went to groom myself for the dinner. And went to Suntec City with Sufi.

The dinner was filling and delicious, although i preferred Seoul Garden.. We took pictures, had a PLC meeting together at Starbucks and went home. Some of the PLC members wanted to go OCH. I didn't want to go. I went once already and it was frightening. I feel that life is more precious and the more we should treasure it. We all, have only one life.

Anyway, that's all..
Gotta sleep now.
Seeya!

Good evening!
Firstly, reply of tags!

Kimberly: What the hell? Please do not quit!
Justin: Hey thanks man!
Zhengyee: Well, i can see the shiny bit in his eyes. It's not much tears, only a bit. And thanks!
Jessie: Oh ya, you haven't heard my weakness against girls yet. I don't really to talk to girls though, maybe a "Hi" would be ok.. Btw, sorry!
Shunhui: LOL, maybe he's not la.. Not too sure also..
Jiemin: LOL dead.

Back to topic!

Today was so called the last day of the week because tomorrow's Good Friday. Everything seems normal. During assembly, Mr AJ once again, roared and together with the NCC and the basketball team who had won a match with some school. It seems embarrassing but good job to the basketball team! Teased Danilo like mad. He kept on whacking my back like there's no tomorrow. Heh, i used my fist and he's gone, in the wind. LOL.

English was next. I find the English lessons too freaking normal. Everything Mr Chan teaches goes by the syllabus. He never talks off topic. We did class work everyday without fail. I have no problems with him, it's just that, his lessons are just too boring!

Maths was next. Mr Kung roared again today. "STANNNNNND UP! STANNNNNNNNNNNNND UP!", yeah i was like "WTF" when he screamed. My heart almost stopped. Mr Kung likes to scare people eh?

Social Studies was next. Mr Ganesh took over the lessons for today. He said that he's a first timer in SS and he hopes that the class co-operates with him. In my opinion, he has potential in teaching SS! His lessons are interesting and he shared many facts and experiences of his own with the class. The good thing is, he doesn't go by the book, which is in fact, boring!

Recess was next, watched Weeleng and Danilo play Tekken 5 : Dark Resurrection. It's damn cool and i'm tempted to get it! Played music on the console. Guess that not many people like Techno..

And it's DOUBLE SCIENCE DAY! Chemistry was next, did some filing up in the purple file. Ms Mah even said that the file is your so called "passport" into the Chemistry lab. LMAO. Watched Ms Mah perform an experiment of acquiring pure alcohol from a mixed up alcohol and some other stuff. Yeah, we had fun in her lesson while some peeps outside were playing around.

Physics was next. Ms Leng was absent and Ms Tay took over. Her lessons were good too. She doesn't go by the book and uses slide shows to teach. That's all for school day!

Had to stay back to see Hong Liang as a PLC. I was actually thinking of what words to say to him. It's been like 1 month since Hong Liang ever talked to us. I already knew something was going wrong, but i did not take any actions as i was paranoid. Hong Liang is the kind of person who is simple, like what Ganesh said. As long as you are doing your role as your appointment, he can see that you are working hard.

And then, we met Hong Liang in the Physics lab. We had a heart to heart talk together for well over 1.5 hours. He has ended the cold war between us, but he still doesn't want to turn up for the dinner tomorrow.. Well, there's actually no point for him to come. Since PLC have not grown up as he said, he feels that there's no need for him to show up. He rather reflect on what he has done and remedy the mistake. Good luck to him anyway.

That's all for today!
Good Friday's tomorrow!
Have a good day!
Seeya!

Hello guys! First of all, reply of tags.
Jiemin: Lol, but the sport fiesta damn boring.. So many "dead" people..
Gary: Wow?
Cheechoong: Wah, is it wrong to listen Chinese songs?
Zhengyee: Lol, i bet this year's campfire would be top-notch!

Yeah, i'm still harping on the basketball match during sport fiesta. We lost to 3A, and it's kind of my fault. I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to both Arthur and Weeleng, although they might not read this. As they said, one for all, all for one.

My days in Scouts are getting lesser. I'm going to be a Venture in no time, but still, there are mistakes that we, the seniors, have not remedy. I can honestly say, we failed as leaders. We played a fool, scolded names, spoke vulgarities and do not get the job done on time. I'm only a leader who have served for 6 months and i'm already becoming a Venture. And yeah, Hong Liang screamed at us yesterday. I feel his frustration, roaring through me. If you look closely, he was shedding small drops of tears. I guess he really puts his heart and soul into Scouts.

Everyday in school had just been fun. Especially with my new friends, over the 3 months. Before coming to 3D, I predicted that i will get bullied by the guys in the class. Although my old friends said that they'll protect me, i didn't want to disturb them. Sizes does not matter, whether you are big or small. Even an elephant can be terrified by a rat. But i'm glad that the guys are friendly and easy-going. Thanks guys.

Well, that's all i have to say..

Bye.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!
Haha, went to play basketball with Justin and gang. Cannot watch movie because too much people.. So in the end.. Yeah.

Nothing much to blog about today. Nobody had gave me any pranks today. Except for some photo album sending in MSN today. Seems suspicious, so i did not click it. A lot of friends clicked it and got some virus, or maybe a prank virus.. A lot of people kept on sending me the same stuff, and typing me some weird message. PLEASE DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK!

Played MU almost the whole day.. Then slept. Yesterday's Scout meeting really tire me out. I was like chopping logs the whole day, making firewoods. About producing about 30 firewoods, my hands start to tremble and my head got dizzy.. That's "holding a 20kg axe" for you.

Guess there's nothing much left.
Goodnight and have a good rest!